Depressed | Stray Kids | ✓

chapter 15

"What the hell are you doing?"

I heard a voice ask me. Tears streamed down my face. I got pulled up and back on the bridge. I sat still with a sad look on my face. Finally i look up and saw my friend. Park Jimin.

Jimin saved me. I stood up and thanked him and started to walk away but he grabbed my hand. I wish he didn't see me. The pain i feel inside hurts. everything hurts. My heart, my brain, even my whole entire body. But most of all, the words that the voices said hurt the most. I know i'm ugly. I know i'm stupid. I know i shouldn't belong to stray kids.

"Explain to me now." Jimin glared at me with a stern face.

"Im fine." i told him. he saw my tears and said

"Jeongin. You can explain tomorrow. Just. Don't do that again please. You're coming to my dorm. I can't risk you doing that again." Jimin started to walk with me back to his dorm.

My stomach hurts. It felt empty. I barely ate dinner and i didn't eat lunch because of the concert. My stomach had growled so loud. Jimin glanced at me and laughed.

"I'll cook you some dinner ok?"

I nodded. But i didn't want dinner. I hated food. I don't deserve food. Well. at least that's what the voices told me.

Jimin gave me a bottle of water. I drank it. We finally arrived to his dorm and i laid on the couch. I closed my eyes, wanting to sleep. I heard footsteps coming and heard whispers.
I think they thought i was asleep cause i heard their conversation.

"Jeongins here!!"

"Shhh!" Jimin shushed the boy.

"Oh sorry. What happened?" A deep voice asked. It was Taehyung

"I was going out for a walk, and i saw him on the bridge about to fall, but i saved him."

"What!!?"

"Shhh!!"

"Oh sorry!!!!" Tae whispered.

"Why would he do that?" Another voice asked. Jungkook.

"Oh my poor baby!" A much different voice said. It was Jin.

"I don't know. I told him he could explain tomorrow morning."

I heard sighs and someone walked towards me and put a blanket on me. They left the room, and i could finally fall asleep.

Jeongin's Dream

"No!! Stop!!" I yelled.

"I hate you jeongin."

A huge figure stood above me. I was laying in the ground in pain.

"We all hate you." The figure said. but this time 7 more figures came out from behind.

"You shouldn't have come." One of them said.

I cried. They beat me up until one of them came over with a knife. I could see the faces more clearly. Seungmin. Seungmin came with a knife in his hands and got on me. He raised his hand and immediately brought down he knife on me. He stabbed me over and over. I coughed out blood. I was still alive. Why couldn't i die?

"Just die already Jeongin." He stood back up and the rest of them left me on the ground bleeding. I held my stomach, the part where seungmin stabbed it. I slowly got up but immediately fell. I cried. Why is this happening to me??? I looked up and saw a dark figure come out in the shadows. It was Jisung! He had a gun in his hand.

"They didn't kill you. I'm here to finish you." He said with an evil face.

"Please." I sobbed.

Han pulled the trigger and a loud gun shot had been heard. I laid there dying. My eyes were getting heavy. I was going to die.

end of the dream

I woke up, gasping for air. I sat up.

"Jeongin!!!" Jin yelled "Are you Ok???"

he wiped my tears away. I had been crying in my sleep. Jimin came over and they both hugged me. I cried and hugged them back. I took a deep breath and stopped crying. I looked up into their eyes. Behind them, the rest of their members were standing there, with worried looks on their faces.

"Jeongin. Explain."

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Oh god! My heart! Poor Jeongin. 😭