I can honestly say that I hate you and that I hate myself even more for it. I believe it is wrong to hate anyone even worse to hate someone you once had so much love for. It kills me to say those words but I do, I really do hate you and I've tried so so hard to forgive you for everything you've done but I just can't. I am constantly checking up on you through your social media accounts over and over and every time I look at a picture or video of you and just see how much you've changed not having me in your life really destroys me. I get so mad at myself for wondering what you're doing or who you're with and who you've replaced me with but I can't help it. What's even worse is that even though I hate you I still miss you and wish it hadn't changed but it did and nothing will ever be the same.
