I believe that everything happens for a reason and that if you can't see the reason at some point you will. I don't see the reason for you not being in my life yet but I'm sure I will. Nothing has gotten better only worse actually I can't say worse because I do have mohamed and he makes me so happy but he was here before you ended things. I hardly have any friends or do anything unless he makes me. None of my friends really want to hang out anymore which is when I start to miss you... I can't really talk to anyone about our situation because they never really understand what I'm going through. I don't do anything other then work and draw anymore which sucks but I'm not sure if anything would be much different if you were still here. I understand that you needed to grow and change and that you couldn't do that with me in the way so I'll be fine. I'll see the reason at some point.
