Im So Done With Love ||On Going||BOOK 2

Chapter-17-Happy

[Namjoon P.O.V]
(Playing:Stone Cold - Demi Lovato)

"Stone cold..stone cold..you see me standing while im dying on the floor"..

" im happy for you..know that i am..even if i..cant understand.. Ill take the pain.."i sanged..

Im performing now at kbs's new show..but the twist is it's being held at the streets..

"Stone cold..baaabyyy!" I sanged

"Know that i am.." I sanged..

Then the people started to shout..

And yes..i heard about the kang daniel and park jihyo dating..

And..Hey..she finally moved on from me .

Im happy for her.

Ill take the pain..give me the truth..me and my heart will make it through..

Then i finished performing..

Then i saw two figures starring at me..

...

Then the show ended..

So i dressed up in my original attire..

"I'll walk home..the fans won't recognize me i promise" i said

"Okay" our driver said

Then i leave..

"Im happy for you.." That words keep on circling my mind

I sat at the park..

"Why did i let you go..."

Then it started to rain..

"Great*smiles*..Im okay..." I said then still sat..

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I've been here for like an hour..

The rain keeps on going..and hard...

"That's right namjoon...Learn to love yourself.."

"Before you love others..love yourself first.." Someone said..

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"What're you doing here?" I said.

"Oh it's nothing...i just thought that you might go here. " she said
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"Will i be able to move on from you jihyo?" I said and her eyes widened..

"I-i...don't understand.." She said.

"I still love you for Pete's sake!.." I said

"I know that you're with daniel..but .after all the time..i still love you..it's okay if you don't love me back" i said

"No..it's not okay..you will just hurt yourself.." She said

Then i started to tear up..

"Im sorry..." I said .

Then someone grabbed my back and made me fall to the ground

"No daniel please stop it!" She said

But daniel punched me again in my face

"You bastard!..i thought you didn't love her ...the game is on kim namjoon!" He said

Then kicked me in my stomach..

And i just fall down on my knees..

"Why do always weak and depressed people fall on their knees?"..

Then i got up with my knees .

But daniel rushed up to me again and kicked my face..

" fvcking..that's the last"i said.

I trained boxing at us

So i got up and kick his stomach making him flinch..

And i saw jihyo crying..but my anger is boiling

I punched him in the face until he fells down..

But he got me solid on my face making me fall down..

Then him and jihyo leave the place and i saw jihyo starring back at me

I got up from the ground..and...walk weakly to our dorm...

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Im now here at our dorm

My hyungs are out..because they've visited their parents..

While im here doing some works..i have a busy schedule .

I took a bath and saw..

I have many wounds on my face.

And have a blackeye..

After i took a bath..

I sitted on my bed..

* 1 message*

"Im sorry for what I've did to you an hour ago..i just didn't controlled my feelings..hearing that you still love her .makes me mad..so..im not really stopping you for going close to her..i just thought...

May The Best Man Win"