Saving That For Later Darling

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***Warning adult content. Not recommended for young readers. Another note, if you don't like it don't read it. Just move along. For the rest of you, enjoy the rebooted version of Saving That For Later Darling***

Harry has been touring for nearly 7 months. He took a short break between December and February for the holidays and his birthday. He's been back at it again since March. I tagged along for the first leg of the tour; it was the best time of our lives.

We spent every moment we could together and saw as many sights as we could along the way. This last month I couldn't come on tour because I was busy with my own schedule. The time off from work I took during the first leg of the tour was well needed, and dare I say deserved. Inevitably I had to get back to my responsibilities.

Harry begged me to continue the tour with him. He insisted that I didn't need to work, and that he was more than capable of financially taking care of me. Although his heart is in the right place, I've never had much of a chance to be independent. I lived a sheltered life, but now that I'm a grown woman I crave my own independence.

Working and having money that I've earned on my own is important to me. And although Harry hates it when I'm away, he emotionally supports me and my decision to continue my own career. I couldn't ask for anything more from him, he's simply amazing.

I've taken a few days off work to visit him as a surprise for our anniversary on April 14th. I'm so excited to see him, and I even get to watch him perform in Glasgow tonight. I guess it doesn't really matter what city he's in, because I'm pretty sure I'm not going to be seeing much of anything outside of the arena, the car, or the hotel room.

I've missed everything about being with him; the laughs we have, the quiet moments alone away from the chaos, the touch of his fingers, the tenderness of his lips, and being completely one with him. My body is starving for his touch, it feels like I've been on a hunger strike, and I'm now close to my eminent death. My survival is dependent on contact with him, and there are days it can be hard to breathe without it.

The only person who knows about my surprise visit is Harry's assistant, who also happens to be my best friend. We got extremely close when I traveled with him last time. I had a lot of moments to myself when he was either performing or doing other tour related things, so Jessie and I spent a lot of time just the two of us. It's inevitable to become close to anyone when you spend that much time together, especially when you have so much in common.

I could have been jealous of her being so close to Harry every day when I'm so far away, but it really doesn't bother me. Not only does she get the job done, and very well I might add, but she's probably the most trustworthy person I know. I completely trust her with Harry, and he knows that.

It's not that I can't count on him to be faithful, but I know how women shamelessly throw themselves at him and he knows that it's important for me to have someone I can depend on by his side. More importantly, she knows where he is at all times, but you couldn't pry that information out of her even if you tortured her like a wanted terrorist. Keeping that information confidential keeps Harry safe. She's like a vault, and without a doubt I know my secret is safe with her too.

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I've arrived at the SSE Hydro which is where Harry's performance is tonight. My taxi drops me towards the back entrance of the building where I'm meeting up with Jessie. One of Harry's security guys immediately recognizes me when I step out of the car.

"Lexi, what are you doing here? Harry didn't tell me you were coming tonight. It's so nice to see you, let me call him on the radio and let him know you've arrived."

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