I Can't tell my mate that he's my mate?

Chapter 1-the shift

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"Shut the fuck up I'm getting up okay!"

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"That's what you get for waking me up,ha!" wait fuck! now I need a new alarm clock ah well that one was junk any way. now to get ready for school. yay! note the sarcasm but any way off to the shower I go. once I get out of the shower I get dre-wait what's that smell hmh wait Oh my god! today's my friggin 15 birthday.and my first shift! yay. anyway I get dressed in blue jeans my black alstars and a peach colored shirt that's built like a crop top but longer than one and than i brush my hair and decide to leave it down and put some curls in it I brush my teeth and than go down stairs and find dad by the stove cooking bacon and eggs while flipping about 50 pancakes.

That's what I smelled.Hey we are werewolfs and eat a lot of food.i start to drool while staring at all of the food when dad goes"happy birthday princess" "thanks daddy" I say while kissing him on the cheek and grab a plate full of food. I'm on my third pancake when I notice dad had not stopped staring at me "what" I say in a sweet town he doesn't reply he must by in a deep thought "DAD!" I scream and he jumps and than finally speaks "do ya think you will find your mate today" oh shit I forgot about that I'm sopposed to find him today. I'm about to answer but than I get this terrible pain all over and scream dad brings me outside and says "honey your shifting this is gonna hurt and I'm sorry there is nothing I can do to help" well that's comforting "AAAHHHHHH" I hear my bones cracking and it hurts like hell but than I'm on four legs and hear this voice in my head "hello I'm Mary your wolf" "well I figured that much who else would be talking to me right after I shift and Is inside my head, hey what color are we?" " Go look for your self" I run inside and look at the closest mirror I can find -the one in the bathroom I gasp I'm beautiful I am brown with electrifying blue swirls in my fur.my eyes instead of brown are now the same color as the blue swirls "how do I shift back " "just imagine your self in human form" I hear Mary say and I do as told and gasp again because I'm fully clothed nothing out of line and usually your first shift u shread your clothes huh I'll have to ask dad about it later witch by the way where is he?....... I found dad In the kitchen smiling like a fool eating of course bacon I tell dad to hurry because of my shift I am late to school but eh I will get over it...

Sorry if this chapter is not good but I am realy tired but I had to keep on keepin on lol