Perspective

Chapter 6 : Losin Control

After that conversation he asked me about my reason for being stuck, but I'll be honest I didnt know what to tell him. Hell I'm not too sure I even know why I'm stuck. "I actually dont know donny. I dont really have any regrets or I dont feel like I do." I gave him a quick rundown of my life and what led me to the train tracks where I got hit. He looked at me with a bit of sympathy on his face. "Look kid I dont want to sound like an d bag or anything but you are holding onto a lot of emotional trauma. I mean your psychotic parents aren't any help. And no disrespect but you boyfriend doesnt sound any more better." That kinda ticked me off. It's not like I was judgemental during his glorious speech. "Woah man. Dont be disrespecting adrian like that he is not an asshole. I'm sure he cares about me and sure we've had some pretty bad fights but everyone does. Donny shook his head with disbelief. "Looked kid i'm not trying to offend you but you've said it yourself. You guys have gotten into fights before. You said he even broken your nose once. If that's not toxicity then I dont know what is." I couldn't believe this dickhead. I open my heart to hear his life story. Not only that but I dont judge him or his choices and then hes gonna come back at me and tell me my life choices were bad. "You know what donny you can go Fuck yourself. If you are gonna sit there and just talk your shit like you know what's good for me then do me a favor and leave me alone!" What does he know that I dont. Fuck it, I gonna try and figure this shit out by myself. I was walking away and I couldn't help but turn back. He looked worried for me but why should I care. He'll see, once my boyfriend finds out I havent came to see him by now Adrian will come looking for me.