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Crying

My words stumble around in a silent void

The void that yanks my heart into others hands

The hands crush what was left of it

But I don't die

I have to suffer

So a sick family can seem better

I go without a soul

But a smile on my face

Just to please a sick obsession of love

Of a love I can't be part of

For pain changes according to

The amount of depression that controls me

That controls The House

The darkness seeps over the light

But I prefer eternal darkness

To the burning agony the light brings

And the searing pain that comes with departure

It's so hard

I scream and I writher in the pain

My mind holds the agony

While franticly calming it's own self down

Unstable

I walk on eggshells

Until I crack

Oozing my final question

WHY ME?

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