Protective

Part76-80

Part76:

I came into the apartment and put my handbag down before walking into my bedroom and opening my bedroom drawer taking forwarded a little box I had, I open it and saw the ring I had saved. I don't know why I still keep it around. I should throw it away... I walk into the bathroom and was about to throw it into the trash bin but stopped seeing something engrave into it. I look closer and felt tears to my eyes "I'll always be your protecter no matter what" I hadn't seen it there before, I sit down on the cold floor and lean against the bathroom wall. He still meant something too me, he was a important part of my life. It wasn't better without him in fact I had started cutting myself asking myself why he pushed me away..... But tom he seemed to understand. This may sounds crazy but I had been trying to talk to little tom..... Oh tom he would have the right words for this situation. I started crying feeling the urge to just die right then and there. But something stop me from standing up, taking a knife and cutting my wrist just feeling the pain and close my eyes and never waking up..... A knock at the door made my heart stop slightly. I stand up from my spot and whipped away the tears that had fallen and hide the ring in my jeans pocket. I open the door to see a happy Louis "surprise!" He cheered but his smile quickly fainted away seeing my face "what happened?" He asks worried and I gestured for him to come inside. He puts down his bag and quickly hugs me, that just reminded me more of niall's strong hugs that I loved. I started crying and he didn't ask what was wrong he let me cry out before I had calmed down and then he asked the question which I didn't know how to answer. I wanted to tell him everything but I decided to keep the depression thing aside....... Telling him about what happened with Niall and he didn't seem shocked about that Niall would do that, neither did I to be honest.....

Part77:

"That tom guy seems nice" Louis says as I drank from my coffee "he is" I say "he is maybe a good way to forget about Niall and by the way you should have let me gone and beat him up" he says and I laugh "I'm happy you're here louis" I smile and he smiles back "I'll always be here for my best friend" my phone started buzzing and I saw a text message from tom, Louis quickly grabs my phone and reads the text out load "I really enjoyed your company yesterday and I'd like to take to dinner" he says and looks over at me before writing something "what did you answer?" I ask "yes I'd love to, it'll maybe lead to something interesting I hope" he says "Louis!" I whine "I just want you to have fun tonight" a sly smirk shows "I'm not sleeping with him on my first date with him!" I say "why? Harry and I did it!" He says "I didn't need to know that" I say "he'll pick you up at 6" he says "now let's go get you a dress!" He cheers "you are such a girl!" I tease "but I haft to go to work" I point out and he pouts "we where gonna go shopping!" He whines "well I need the money so...you can go and buy the dress" I hesitate when I said the last sentence and his mood light up "okay now hurry of to work" he says and I laugh "okay! Okay! Don't buy anything that shows off to much!" I say and he tries to hide the grin "I won't" he says and I walk out of the apartment to work. I came back at 5 and sat down in the couch as Louis was about to show me the dress. I got wide eyes as I saw it. It was short, with a open back and long arms plus it was a deep red "Louis!" I say "it doesn't show off to much!" He says "I'll wear it cause it's the only thing I have!" I say and he makes a victory dance "(y/n) will get laid!" He sings and as I was about to walk into my room to change I push him so he falls onto the couch. I come back out with the dress and I had fixed my hair, my make up. I try to pull down the dress further but it wanted to stay where it was a bit further under my bum "did it need to he so short?" I ask "men likes it, he'll like it" he says crossing his arms over his chest "fine" I say. It's a knock at the door and I hurry to get my purse and coat before swinging the door open to revile a lovely tom. Black skinny jeans and a nice button down shirt and a coat over that. His hair was still messy which I liked "tom" I breathed out smiling "(y/n) you look lovely" he says "I bought the dress!" Louis yells and I turn my head to see him standing there "I thank you for that" tom smiles and I laugh "you look handsome" I say "don't I always?" He smirks "I didn't know you where cocky" I say "I am sometimes" he says rocking back and forth on his heels "let's go tough guy" I laugh and pull in his hand. On the way to the restaurant we talked and laughed as well when we ate, I really enjoyed the evening with tom it was nice. We walked out of the restaurant and we started walking his hand around my waist. I turned my face to look up at him, how the puffs of air left his lips. He caught my stare and smiles "why are you staring?" He asks "I'm just admiring your beauty" I say. He suddenly stops turning to me and bringing me closer by my waist and kisses me. I kiss back slinging my arms loosely around his neck "hey psychopath!" I hear the familiar voice yell.tom pulls away which I didn't want to "me?" He asks "yeah you!" Niall yells and I pull in toms hand "don't listen to him let's go" I plead "you can't just call people psycho Niall" I yell back "he is!" Niall yells and I take off my heel throwing it at him "stop ruin things for me! You break up with me and when I'm happy you decide to come back! Uh? I don't understand you!" I yell tears forming in my eyes and he seemed to be hurting seeing how much I was hurting "I'm looking after you!" He yells back "I'm not a child niall!" I yell walking up to him and taking my heel "maybe I want you back!" He yells as I was walking back to tom, I could heart the hurting in his voice and I stopped feeling my heart break. No! He couldn't do this! Not again! He decided to leave me! It was his choice! I turn around again and walk to stand only inches from him "don't pull that bullshit on me! You had your chance and you decided I would be better of without you! And don't try to say tom isn't good for me! I though you where better then judge people on their illness!" I hiss at him and walk to tom "let's go" I say "wait is that the guy who broke your heart?!" Tom ask and I look down, I didn't wanna answer "how do you have the guts to break this beautiful girls heart?! You are missing out on something so beautiful but you don't deserve her heart" tom says and Niall stands there..... Not saying a word "maybe I don't, but you shouldn't be with that guy. He have been in jail, he was a suspect for killing 5 girls" Niall then says......... "But I never did" tom angrily says "I don't think you did it so c'mon let's go" I say and he takes my hand and started walking in a fast pace........