Protective

Part51-55

Part51:

He looked so happy seeing his brother actually being fine, it would hurt so much to tell him cause he didn't listen to the doctor "Niall" I whisper and he looks over at me "yeah?" He says "you didn't let the doctor tell you but he-" I get cut of by tom groaning as his eyes flutter open "what happened?" He ask rubbing his eyes "that doesn't matter right now, the thing that matters Is that you are okay" Niall says happy and tom smiles weakly looking over at me and I look down "I'm sure we will be going home in a hour" Niall says smiling, tom smiles before looking at me and his smile fade away knowing something is wrong "mr. Horan" the doctor says and Niall turns around "you realize we'll be needing him to stay in the hospital" the doctor says pushing his glasses up "of course" Niall says and the doctor walks out "I don't wanna stay here niall" tom says worried "it's gonna be okay, I promise" he says "you should go, you have school tomorrow and everything" Niall says "yeah I should" I say before walking out the door.....

*next afternoon*

I came back to the hospital and enter the room seeing tom play with a action figure in the bed and Niall sleeping in the chair with his gray jacket over him "hi Tom" I whisper as I sit down on the other side of he bed "hi" he says, he looks at his toy once hesitating to say something before looking at me "am..... Am I going to die....?" He asks and I look down "I knew it was to good to be true....." He whispers and I look at him as he whips his eyes with the back of his hand "I'm sorry tom" I say "don't worry about me, I'm worried about Niall.... You probably haven't told him yet I guess... I wonder what will happen when I'm gone you know, will he cry, will he miss me? Will he ever move on" he says and looks over at Niall "will you promise me a thing (y/n)?" He asks and I nod slowly "you'll take care of him, make him feel loved, make him move on and....." He stops to breath out a shaky breath "never leave him. He'll need you in his life and I have seen how he looks at you it's just magical to see. I wish I just had been old enough to experience that and one last thing" he says and points to his jacket in the room and I walk over taking out a letter from his jacket before walking back to sit in the chair "give him that, something I wrote some days ago if the brain tumor would return, I guess I was right all along" he says smiling down at his lap looking at the spider man figure "tom, I have never meet such a strong kid. You are a true inspiration and I wished they had given you more time" I say and he chuckles lightly "that's the thing.... I Don't need much more time here, I have been through so much but he has always taking care of me and he loved me. That is the best thing I could ever wish for" he says and I look over at Niall still heavily asleep "what do you think will happen when I tell him?" I ask him "he will probably not take it well but you gotta stay with him, he will try to deny it all that this is happening but he can't..... In reality you can't always have a happy ending but I want him to have his" he says.....

Part52:

*2 days later*

Niall's pov

I wake up in the chair by my phone buzzing and I answer "hello" I say "can you come over niall, I got something to tell you" she says into the phone "yeah sure" I mumble "see you then" she says before the line goes dead. Why did she sound so worried, what if she's pregnant? Oh god what if? I stand up from the bed kissing tom's forehead "I'll be back soon tom" I say and he smiles a bit with his eyes still closed. I put on my jacket getting out to my car and drive over too her place. Before I could knock at her door she opens smiling weakly before letting me in "what is it?" I ask and she sits down "it's-" I cut her of "are you pregnant?" I ask "no" she says shaking her head "it's about your brother..... Tom" she says, she struggles to get out the words "you were to busy seeing tom that you didn't listen to the doctor, he's dying Niall" she says and my body froze. Like a tone of bricks was thrown at me "y-your lying" I stutter out feeling the tears "I wish I was niall" she whispers "YOUR LYING!" I now yell tears streaming down my face "I'm not niall, the doctors said the brain tumor had come back..... He doesn't have many days to live" she says her voice shaky as she walks over to me "I'm really sorry Niall but-" I cut her off "don't say anything! I don't want to hear anything from you!" I yell pausing for a second "you don't understand how it is to lose someone you love!" I then continue to yell "I actually have experienced that, but you don't care! take this! He wanted me to give it to you" She says taking out a letter and giving it to me. I take it and look at it before looking at her "you should leave now" she says biting down on her trembling lip. I knew I had hurt her with my words and I didn't know if she actually had lost someone she loved.... I was about to say something but stop myself knowing it would make things worse.... I look at her once before walking out the door and driving back to the hospital. I sit down and he open his eyes looking over at me "why couldn't it be me...." I whisper as I whip my eyes with the arm of my jacket "because she needs you" tom says "she doesn't, she survived 2 years without me" I say "but if you would disappear what would I do? I would want you here with me" he says "but I don't want you to die, I need you. You are my brother and you were always the wise one in the family" I say sniffling "do you think I'll meet dad and mom? Up there" he says looking up against the ceiling "you will" I say "I don't remember how they look, I know it sounds silly but I just have these small memory's of them but not their faces. How they smiled" he says tilting his head slightly "tom.... Do you think they are proud of us?" I ask "yes, how couldn't they be proud of you. You were the best big brother I could ever wish for and she couldn't ever wish for a better guy" he says smiling wide.... I would miss his positive smile around me "I'll miss you, and your smile the most" I say and smile "you'll make it when I'm gone, right?" He ask "no tom I won't" I say "but with her you will" he says "she's not you tom" I say "she isn't but I know she'll make you happy, remember that time you first described her to me?" He asks "yeah" I say chuckling "can't you do it again?" He asks "she's like this star shinning like no other start, I would follow her anywhere. She is just so beautiful. It's hard to describe in words-" he cuts me off "the only words I can describe her with is deep in my heart" he says smiling "yeah" I whisper feeling the tears once again fill my eyes......