90s IMAGINES

Wonda why they call you bitch

"You and this shitty ass attitude bruh and you wonda why they call you bitch"

"Fuck them I didn't give a fuck when it started I don't give a fuck now"

Me and my boyfriend Ray argued. Yes Ray Allen. I bet you me wondering why we arguing in the first place. Well I'll tell you. Ray and his friends decided go out as they always do I'm cool with it of course go have fun with your friends just don't do no stupid shit but us girls felt that they were always out and we hardly got attention. Yes we did complain to them about it. So he and his friends decided they were going to take us as well. It was all cool until he started to get off track it was like the other girls was getting attention from their men i wanted it too. Of course I had an attitude and of course he asked me all the way home what was wrong with me.

"Woooo Ight I'll catch y'all later man" Ray said dapping his friends up

"Ray baby I'm ready to go"

"Ight let's go" he said turning back to me so we could walk to the car "damn man them niggas funny ain't they baby" he said getting in the car

"Umm Ray" I said standing by the passenger door

"What" he said

"Nevermind" I said opening the door myself now I'm not that type of girl who thinks a guy is supposed to do this and that but ray always opened the door for me and when I try to open it myself he'll pop me and say "don't touch that damn door" it took me a while in the beginning of our relationship to get that part down

"So wassup with you" he asked me backing out of the parking lot

"Nothing I'm fine" I said with my arms crossed

"Alright even though I know something wrong I ain't gone argue with you in that" he said turning the radio on "baby yo song playing" he said turning it up "cause lady I'd cry for you tonniigghtt"

"Can you turn it down please" I said

"Okay know I really know something wrong" he said pulling into our driveway and turning the car off

"Yeah alright" I tried to get out of the car

"Baby hold on let's talk I don't want you to be mad at me and I don't know why" he said pulling me back in the car

"What" I say

"Tell me why you mad" he asked

"Can we go in the house and talk" I asked

"Okay whatever you want"he said taking the keys out of the ignition getting out of the car closing the door and locking it

We walked up to the house he unlocked the door and opened it letting me go in first. He threw the keys on the table and took of his jacket.

"Now talk to me" he said sitting on the couch

"I felt like I wasn't getting any attention  from you but other were it was like I was basically invisible to you"

"Okay I can see why you're mad and I'm sorry I really am i just lost track for a while but we're here alone and you have my undivided attention" he said walking up to me

"Yeah now I do"

"Baby I said I was sorry you know I didn't mean to make you mad I just thought you would like to be with your girls"

"No but I wanted to be with my man"

"Yeah and you with him now right" he said sneaking his big hands around my waist

"No ray I wanted to be with you then I'm not some jezebel you can just deal with when you want too" I removed his hands from around me

"You don't think I know that and I don't only deal with you until I want too and you know that"

"Yeah whatever nigga"

"You and this shitty attitude bruh and you wonder why they call you bitch"

"Fuck them I didn't give a fuck then and I don't give a fuck now"

"All right you know what I'm done for the night how bout you talk to me again when you done with this attitude of yours I'm out I'll be at the other house you know the one that wasn't good enough for you"

"Yeah sure leave me just like everybody else does"

"You push everybody away when all they try to do is love on yo stupid ass that's why everybody leaves you"

"Don't call me stupid"

"Well that's how you acting you bugging right now and I don't want to be around this shit"

"Fine leave I don't care"

"That's your problem you don't care about nothing but yourself your a selfish ass person it's so hard to love you and give you the world when you want the whole universe you act like every man has done you wrong when I bet they was trying to the same thing as me why do you act like you just angry at every man"

"You don't know okay" tears formed in her eyes

"What don't I know huh talk to me"

"I- nevermind nobody listens anyway"

"I am I'm listening right now"

"Look I've just always had it rough ok my life hasn't always been happy"

"Baby I- I'm sorry I didn't know" I had walked around the table to where she was

"I'm sorry for being an asshole your right I do push men away" she sat in the floor with her head down

"No it's just that scared little girl is still in there waiting for somebody to save her and listen to her but they don't so she's angry so she's makes you believe that every man is going to do you wrong do you do it to them first" I sat next to her and looked at her holding her head down

"I don't mean to do it" she said laying her head down in my lap

"I know baby but I'm here and I'm going to listen and love you until I can't no more you hear me"

"Yeah I hear you"