Impossible Groom

chapter four

Rye's pov

When we got Mikey home with us we made him shower and change into fresh clothes. Afterwards he came out to find us in the living room.
Mikey: thank you guys..... For taking care of me...' Mikey speaks out and I look up at him and he just looks so broken. He eyes are lifeless and red meaning he cried in the shower or afterwards.
Andy: of course Mikey...' Andy said and walked up to him wrapping his arms around him tightly. Mikey closes his eyes taking in Andy's affection. My mind starts to twist as I watch them. Thinking of that night.

***flashback***

Rye: you must be joking....' I say heartbroken as I stare at the love of my life with another man that is shirtless.
Andy: rye...' Andy spoke out dreadfully and looks up and me with a face full of regret.
Sonny: I'm gonna go....' The other guy says and grabs his shirt before running out passed me and closing the front door. Tears stream down my face but I don't sob I don't make any noise.
Andy: Rye it's not wh-'
Rye: don't touch me...' I cut him off backing away from his hand that he had reached out.
Rye: what did I ever do...?' I ask my voice cracking.
Andy: Rye we didn't do anything!' He explains but I don't believe him.
Rye: Bullshit!' I shout  upset wiping one side of my face real fast only to have more tears fall.
Andy: I'm being serious!' He shouts back and I take a step back from him.
Andy: Rye please...' He says reaching out to hold me once more but I quickly push his arm away and just stare into his eyes.
Rye: I thought you loved me...' I croaked and turned to head out of the room.
Andy: Ryan! I do love you this is all just a mess understanding!' He tells me as he follows me down the hall to the living area. I don't say anything but I grab my keys off the counter that I had left them on.
Andy: Ryan!' Andy called out and I turn around to face him.
Rye: You know what Andrew!' I shout at him upset and watch as he tensed up.
Rye: maybe we should rethink getting married...' I say tears falling down my face still and pull at my hair a bit.
Andy: wow.... Are you really going to leave over this stupid argument...?' He ask frustrated and upset having tears streaming down he face as well.
Rye: I need time to think Andy...' I squeak as even more tears leave my eyes as well and drip down to the floor.
Andy: I didn't fucking cheat Ryan!' He cries out and storm away into our room. I stand there still before storming out of the house and slamming the door behind me. I can't believe he would do this. I thought he actually loved me. He was the love of my life and he does that.

I get into my car and pull out of the parking lot and I just drive. As I drive down the road I see a familiar figure walking the streets. I pull over and he turns to face me so I can see him. When I see his face I roll down my window and he frowns at me.
Rye: get in the car Mike....' I tell him and he slowly walks over to the car and opens the door.
Mikey: how'd you find me...?' He asks and now I could clearly tell he was drunk.
Rye: I just happened to be in the right place at the right time.' I explain and give him a small smile. He looks up from his lap and meets my eyes.
Mikey: have you been crying?' He asks gently. I fake another smile and pat his leg as I begin to drive.
Rye: yeah Mike.... I have...' I admitted and started to drive down the road.

*** end flashback***

Andy: Rye love?' Andy asks snapping out of my awful thoughts. I blink a few time to see Andy standing right in front of me looking concerned.
Rye: sorry....' I say and fake a smile.
Andy: you ok?' He asks me softly and caresses my cheek. I lean into his hand and stare longingly into his bright ocean blue eyes.
Rye: I was just thinking...' I explain with a short answer and pull him closer to me. Wrapping my arms around his shoulders as he cuddles into me.
Rye: I love you...' I whisper and hear him giggle into my chest. I lean back a little and he looks up at me.
Andy: I love you too' he smiles as I mess with his fluffy hair that hangs in his face. I lean down and kiss his nose and then pull him back closer into me.
Mikey: you guys are blocking the way to the bathroom....' Mikey says quietly and we both laugh quickly separating so Mikey can get passed. I just stare at Andy as he watches Mikey pass by and he turns to look at me confused.
Rye: what?' I asked him and he raised an eyebrow.
Andy: your phones ringing.' He said and slightly chuckled at the end. I realise he was right and pull it out.
Rye: hey Brook how are you feeling?' I answer calmly and hold out my hand to get Andy's attention. He smiles at me and grabs it. I quickly pull him close to me and put my head on his.
Brook: Andy said you guys found Mikey...' Brook told me and he sounded drained and tired.
Rye: yeah mate we did.' I reassured him and started to stroke Andy's hair.
Brook: that's good.... How is he?' He asks and I hear a noise in the background.
Jack: Brook babe you need some sleep...' I hear Jack say softly to Brook.
Rye: he's ok Brooky but I agree with Jack you should get some sleep.' I explain and feel Andy slip one of his hands down to my ass and squeeze it gently making me look down at him and mouth "no" playfully only to making him do it once more. I make a fake orgasm face and he giggles at me.
Brook: ok you guys are right. Tell Mikey I said hi...' Brook says and I hear him yawn.
Rye: well do mate.' I tell him back and hang up the phone. As I slide it into my back pocket and glare down at my baby.
Andy: what?' He asks in a teasing tone. I just stare at him and my mind makes me think again.

***flashback***

Sonny: Rye... Right?' I hear someone behind me as I walk down the isles of Asda. I turn around and see him. The man that was with my fiance when I came home that night.
Rye: what the hell do you want?!' I ask in a harsh tone and continue shopping for snack foods for me and Mikey because we both are staying at the trampoline park Andy and Robbie made for me but I didn't tell anyone where I went.
Sonny: relax mate I'm just here to set things straight.' He explains and I roll my eyes.
Sonny: you know me and Andy didn't do anything...' He tells me and I look up from the crisps the were in my hands. He stares at me and nods
Sonny: you shouldn't treat him and yourself like this since nothing went down that night.... All that happened was a coffee stain on my shirt... Nothing else mate.' He explained and I feel my eyes start to water. What have I done.... Walking out on the love of my life. I never even heard his side of the story I just left.

***end flashback***

Andy: Babe!' Andy say loudly getting my attention.
Rye: sorry... I keep getting lost in my head....' I tell him and he gives me a soft smile.
Mikey: I think I'm going to try and rest...' Mikey says and lays down on our couch.
Andy: ok sleep well Mike.' Andy says softly and starts to pull me to our room. Once we were in he closed the door and slowly backed me up against it.
Andy: no more distractions...' He sensually whispered into my ear making me let out a tiny whine.

Ahhh emotions xxx glad Sonny explained everything and now it's time for the good stuff.