Impossible Groom

chapter seven

*trigger warning* there is mentions of rape and panic attacks in this chapter please read with caution.

Rye's pov

***flashback***

I walk Mikey into the trampoline park and he look up at me.
Mikey: why were you crying?' He asks and reaches up to stroke my cheek.
Rye: Me and Andy...' I try to say but my eyes started to water and he quickly tried to calm me down. He looks at me and I look at him. I watch my eye getting wide as he leans in to kiss me. He connects our lips and pull me closer to him. I feel his hands moves down and start to undo my pants.
Rye: Mikey no....' I try to say and push him away gently but he wasn't having any of it he slipped his hand in my pants and massaged my member. I knew what he was doing to me was wrong. But I didn't have the strength to stop him. He kissed my neck and back up to my lips before pushing me to the couch. He gets on his knees and pulls my member out if my pants.
Rye: please don't...' I whispered but he just stuck me in his mouth he bobbed his head up and down making me whimper. Granted it did feel nice but I knew it was so wrong. My eyes start to water as my stomach starts to tighten.
Rye: shit... Stop....' I try to get out but he just  pulls off me and looks up at me while I stare at him. He takes my lips on his and pulls down his pants and underwear in one.
Rye: Mikey no!' I say louder but he just pulls my legs up and shoves himself inside me. I have tear falling down my eyes as he pounds into me. He eventually hits my prostate and I cum on both of us as he releases inside of me. He pulls my pants back up and buttons them back up. As he stands I do too but I walk to the bathroom as he buttons his pants sits on the couch. When I entered the bathroom I closed the lid on the toilet and sat down. As I sit there my eye start to pour tears down my face.

*** end flashback***

Rye: he was drunk and didn't listen... And I was to weak to fight him off....' I say as tears slip from my eyes and down my cheeks but are quickly wiped away.
Andy: I'm so sorry baby...' Andy apologizes and I look up into his soft blue eyes that were all watery. I close my eyes and take in his touch. Blinking slowly I open my eyes and lean into him. He looks into my eyes with a worried look on his face.
Rye: I need you...' I whisper sadly and pull him into a soft kiss. I watch as his eyes close and he slightly increases the kiss. I cup the side of his face and gently pull him into my lap. He shift on me making me let out a small groan against his lips. As I go to grip his ass I feel a buzz in his back pocket. He pulls away and frowns as I take his phone out for him.
Rye: your mum...' I say softly handing him the phone. He pecks my lips quickly before answering.
Andy: hi mum...' Andy answers and does something unexpected. As he talks he pushes me down on the bed. 'What are you doing' I mouth and he shifts on me making me bite his lip.
Andy: no mum I'm ok... Honestly...' Andy tells his mom and grabs a my hand making me grip onto his hip as be begins to roll them. I bite into my lip harder as he grinds on me.
Andy: seriously mom.' Andy rolls his eyes and moves his hips faster making my eyes go back and I grow harder and harder under him.
Andy: mom please... Hey I gotta go...' Andy said and slightly bounces before rolling his hips harder down on me. I grip his hips tightly as he hangs up the phone and throws it across the room. I quickly grab his face and pull him down to me smashing our lips together.

Everything was fine, our lips moved in sync as our tongues danced. Then all of a sudden I couldn't breathe. Flashes of that night coming into my head as Andy, my lover, grinded our fronts together and groaned against my lips. I felt like a crushing weight in my chest. I pull away and Andy leans back to look at me, my eyes going wide in fear.
Andy: Rye?' Andy said my name worriedly as I set us up and he quickly climbs off me. My eyes flutter around the room as the walls feel like they are caving in and my hands start to shake severely.
Andy: Rye baby breath...' Andy tried to soothe as he rubs my side and cups my faces as he turns it to face him.
Rye: whats... Ha-happening...' I choke out scaredly and my eyes frantically search his.
Andy: you're having a panic attack love....' He explains and pulls me to him.
Andy: just try and slow your breathing baby boy...' He whisper softly in my ear and strokes my hair. He breaths in deeply and exhales through his nose.
Andy: like this love...' He says and inhales once more me following actions.
Andy: good now just keep doing that...'  He continues to stroke my hair as I take loads of deep breaths.

Inhale

Exhale

Inhale

Exhale

I feel myself finally catching my breath and tears start to fill my eyes.
Andy: it's ok baby let it out...' Andy soothes pulling me into his chest and I start to sob into his chest soaking his shirt. Once I'm done crying I sit there taking in his warmth.
Andy: get some rest love you need it... Shit like that takes a lot of energy out of someone...' Andy says as he pats my back softly and I pull away from him. I nod in agreement and scoot back in the bed. He pulls down the covers and tucks me in. He gets up and walks over to my side, leaning down and leaving a soft kiss on my head.
Rye: w- where are you going?' I asked quietly and he gives me a small smile.
Andy: I'm just gonna go run an arron.' He explains and I curl up to a pillow.

Jack's pov

Me Brook and Mikey were all in the front room of mine and Brooks flat just casually talking and watching some tv when there was a knock at the door.
Jack: I'll get it...' I say and kiss Brooks cheek before getting up and walk to the door. As I open it Andy pushes inside, clearly pissed off. I watch as he walks straight up to Mikey and punches him in the face.
Brook: what the hell And!' Brook shout and gets up of the couch.
Andy: You ever touch him again you'll be a dead man!' Andy shout at him tears slipping from his eyes.
Mikey: I was drunk!' Mikey shouts back and wipes the blood from his nose away.
Andy: that's not an excuse!' Andy cries out and goes to raise his hand again but I quickly run up behind him and hold him back. I rush Andy outside and close the door behind us.
Jack: what the hell did he do?!' I ask very concerned and look down at Andy's bloody knuckles.
Andy: he raped him...' Andy chokes out in a high pitched voice before breaking down and I quickly pull him into a tight hug.

I'm sorry this was so bad.... Xxx