I laugh, I taunt
I hurt people
like I have been hurt
I give others the pain that swells inside me
I cry all night but erase the tears at sunrise
the world smells beautiful; tastes disgusting
I wish, I hope
but don't trust my dreams
I come to an empty home
life still sucks the smile from my face
that used to constantly be glued on
back in the days, when life was happy
before I changed, am who I am now
now, the dungeon of hurt, sadness
overwhelms me, scares me, shows me who I have become
but every day, things never change, never stop
the door never opens, new paths never become clear
which makes me wonder
a day comes, where the tears still drown me
I'm a nobody as I enter the school, ashamed
but soon, I realize that 'loner' is me
I choke down deadly sobs
and don't dare look as people stare daggers at me
when the time comes when school ends
a random girl, usually invisible, a nobody
takes my hand, leads me away from the crowds
and looks at me
then, the moment I'll never forget; she hugs me
and whispers in my ear, "I'm sorry"
I suddenly come to realize that
this is the day starting a begining and end
*Note that nothing has been done to this. I just wrote it, and published it.
