Chapter 5

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I decided these next 2 weeks before tour starts would be dedicated to making new songs. Because I have all the equipment in my bedroom it would take about a day to create a song depending on how difficult coming up with lyrics would be.

I'm not a perfectionist so I'm not really fussy that's why it doesn't take me very long. Last night I had made Void, I think that ones gonna be very popular for some reason.

It's about 2pm now. Back into my room I go! I'm on a grind and want to get as many songs produced as I can. My notebooks waiting for me on my bed to start creating more lyrics.

(I know this is billies brothers song but for the story we'll just pretend that it's not his)

I lost a friend
Like keys in a sofa
Like a wallet in the backseat
Like ice in the summer heat

i lost a friend
Like sleep on a red-eye
Like money on a bad bet
Like time worrying about
Every bad thing that hasn't happened yet

I know I'll be alright, but I'm not tonight
I'll be lying awake counting all the mistakes I've made
Replaying fights

I know I'll be alright, but I'm not tonight
I lost a friend, I lost a friend
I lost my mind, and nobody believes me
Say, "I know that he don't need me

'Cause i made a little too much money to be 20 and sad"
And I'll be fine without 'em
But all I do is write about 'em
How the hell did I lose a friend I never had?

Never had

I'm on the mend
Like I'm wearing a neck brace
Like I'm sleeping in my own place
Like I'm pulling all the stitches out of my own face

I'm on the mend
Like I'm icing a new sprain
Like I'm walking on a new cane
Like it's been a couple days
Since I slipped and said something sorta like your name

I know I'll be alright, but I'm not tonight
I'll be lying awake counting all the mistakes I've made
Replaying fights

I know I'll be alright, but I'm not tonight
I'm on the mend, but I lost a friend
I lost my mind, and nobody believes me
Say, "I know that he don't need me

'Cause i made a little too much money to be 20 and sad"
And I'll be fine without 'em
But all I do is write about 'em
How the hell did I lose a friend I never had?

I'd apologize if I thought it might make a difference
Or make you listen

I'd apologise if it was black and white
But life is different
Just try to listen to me now

I know I'll be alright, but I'm not tonight
I lost a friend, I lost a friend
I lost my mind, and nobody believes me
Say, "I know that he don't need me

'Cause i made a little too much money to be 20 and sad"
And I'll be fine without 'em
But all I do is write about 'em
How the hell did I lose a friend I never had?

Never had

After finishing the lyrics I done the exact same as yesterday creating a back track with a decent beat and saved it as I Lost A Friend to a file on my hard drive.

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