*ED TRIGGER WARNING*
*Izzy's POV
I was woken up by the sound of my mum calling me and shaking me.
"Ugh.." I groaned.
"Izzy, it's 6 O'Clock. Your dinner is going cold."
I sat up in my bed and groaned.
"Now, Izzy." Mum said. After that she left.
I sighed and put my earphones back in. I played my playlist from the beginning and strolled down the stairs.
My food was on the table and it looked huge! How in the world am I surpossed to eat all of that?
I sat down at the table, mum was watching me. I took a fork full of peas and slowly placed them on my tongue. I winced as I chewed and finally swallowed. I repeated this until mum walked into the living room.
When she left, I got a napkin and put most of my food into it.
"Mum, I'm full." I said. Wow, that actually sounded convincing for once!
Mum walked back into the kitchen and looked at my plate.
"Hmm okay." she said.
I went back upstairs and leaned over the toilet, putting my phone onto the floor, my earphones still in. All of a sudden, Believe In Me by Demi started playing. I listened to the words and tears fell down my cheeks.
I stepped away from the toilet and went back into my room, keeping the music playing to distract me from any negative thoughts.
I opened the picture that I took in class and whispered, "Thank you, Demi".
After a while, I took out my earphones and turned off my music.
It was getting late so I decided to sleep. I actually couldn't wait to see Demi the next day.
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I woke up to the deafening sound of my alarm and turned it off.
I groaned as I looked at the time,.
After a few minutes, I got out of bed and got dressed.
"Morning Izzy, I've made you pancakes for breakfast" Mum said as soon as I walked downstairs.
I faked a smile and sat down at the table. Mum had put 4 pancakes on the plate with sugar. Great, more calories..
I slowly chewed each bite until there were only 2 left. I can't do this.
Mum wasn't looking so I took the other two pancakes with me and threw them into a bin just down from my street.
I can't believe I just ate that much! I looked down at my stomach and done my coat zip up so I didn't look as fat as I already was but that didn't work.
I folded my arms over my stomach and continued walking to school.
It was only a 10 minute walk and as soon as I got in, I went straight to the toilets.
The room was empty, thank god!
I locked the cubicle door and leaned over the toilet. I placed my bag onto the cold floor next to me and stuck my fingers down my throat, pushing on the gag reflex. after a while I was throwing up blood. I was satisfied as that meant that all the food in my body was gone.
I walked out of the cubicle to see Demi standing there, looking concerned.
I hope with all my heart that she didn't just catch me doing that...
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