More than a pawn Levi x reader

Chapter 5

(Y/n) pov

My heart sunk into my throat ' he played me' I felt my heart squeeze, feeling petra rush towards me hugging me tightly. I felt sick to my stomach as I wrapped my arms around her hesitantly ' I have to tell her I can't keep this from her it's not fair' I thought to myself . I opened my (e/c) orbs to see Levi glaring at me it read ' keep your mouth fucking shut' as he smushed his cigarette into the ashtray, making me gulp nervously " (y/n) I have something important to ask of you sweetie" petra said softly while cupping my cheek with her warm hand.

" will you be a bridesmaid at our wedding, I feel so bad for asking you at such short notice but will you?" Petra asked while holding my hands with a big smile along her pink lips. " y-yes of course p-petra I would be honoured" I almost whimpered as I felt warm tears wield up in my eyes, I just wanted the world to swallow me into a dark hole which I would never emerge from. Petra noticed my tears and held me close, I soaked her shoulder with my tears as she pet my hair softly trying to calm me down.

" it's okay sweetie I know your happy I am to soon to be married to the man of my dreams with my best friend there with me". She said softly, I nodded and pulled away and wiped my left over tears, after breakfast with Levi and petra, I noticed Levi barely made eye contact with her or even talked to her he only stared at me almost as if he was sizing me up or curious with me. I locked eye contact with him as I blew him a kiss when petra didn't notice, Levi smirked at me slightly as he blew another murky cloud of smoke. And looked over at petra go over wedding plans excitedly, I blushed and felt butterflies swam in my stomach.

A few hours passed as we continued to talk about wedding plans right down to colour swatches to catering. After a delicious supper of beef stew with cooked vegetables and homemade bread I felt a little sleepy from a full stomach " please excuse me Mr Ackerman and Ms Ral I am quite tired I am gonna go to bed early". I said softly feeling my stomach bubble and turn as I felt dinner start to rise up my throat.

My body lunges forward as I ran upstairs to vomit my guts out in the toilet, I held my hair back to make sure I didn't get anything in my hair. I slumped against the counter after flushing the toilet I felt awful as my stomach churned. I walked over to the large white marble and turned the metal fossit turning on the hot water to the perfect temperature, I added some bubbles that smelled like French vanilla and mint. I stripped out of my clothes and slid into the bathtub letting out a sigh of relief and peace, I placed a headband on my head to keep my bangs back from getting in my face as I washed up.

A few minutes passed till I heard the bathroom door open to see Levi looking pissed and annoyed, he ripped off his tie and clothes and underwear and slipped into the tub behind me. His slender hands gripped my sore waist and turned me around and lifted me up to sit on my knees. My breasts were eye level to him as he bit his lip and cussed under his breath burying his face in my breasts " what are you doing to me?" Levi muttered while groping me making me moan instantly "l-Levi~" I whispered grasping onto his raven locks.

" L-Levi! A-ah" I moaned loudly as Levi sucked on my breasts and gripped the other with his other hand. I moaned and threw my head back feeling the pleasure and pain corse through out my body, Levi lifted me out of the tub and sat down on the bed with me on his lap. I gasped feeling him spread me and ram himself deeply inside me and moved me up and down in a slow pace " I want to be with you (y/n) I want to marry you" Levi growled moving me in a faster pace making me moan loudly.

~I want to be his I want Levi