Haileys pov*****
I didn't realize what happened until I felt a sharp pain searched through my body finding it's ways to my veins and to my legs every thing was In slow motion .when I fell to the floor , jake ran after me and took his shirt off and ripped it up I don't know why he was , out of anger ? I don't know , did I get shot? perhaps so , god I love him .I've never had a man figure in my life and for once I do . I can't leave with out him. I felt part of me trying to make me shut my eyes , but I knew if I had gotten shot and I closed my eyes now I won't wake up. I felt blood drain out of my body but I couldn't find where , my body was numb. I finally spoke up at least tried to say something because he couldn't hear all the other sentences that spilled from my mouth! "I understand if you don't wanna be in a realationship
Because of my psycho- step dad". I chocked doubting he could even hear me. " what are you even talking about , he has OUR life I'm HIS cold hands ". he screamed " just because he raped me doesn't mean he's not my dad". I didn't mean these words that drifted from my bottom lip at all! I wanted to hear his voice and I saw David step into the hall way where me and jake laid. if I said something wrong and jake got shot he could die ! so that's the first thing that came Out of my trembling mouth , " good girl ". he spit out I hated those word SO much , if I wasent numb or in pain his butt would be on the floor! The reason I hate those words is when he sexually assaulted me , he would always whisper "good girl" . In my child like ears . It ALWAYS made me cringe . I thought my life would change I would be free when i ran away when I was 10 finding an old abandoned barn killing birds with sharp sticks and eating them for dinner. climbing up trees to find bird eggs . they were nasty but hey you can't starve so. I also found herbs and other berries out in the woods but the thing that helped me most was when people found me and took me in and when I was 18 I moved out of the place . there names where "marcy " and "edd" they were very kind people . they took me to the doctor feed me and not bird eggs actual food! the helped my cuts and even bought me a dog his name was "shadow " he was a puppy and his kind was a golden retriever but his soft coat was dark black . he was special , when I moved out I tried to apply for college but didn't get accepted because of my grades so I took , "marcy and edds" family business they both took part as a vet but the second job they had was being a bosses at local Taco Bell . They started making employees take turns to wait tables and got called waitresses and waiters. I was one I did have to take on line college but that did give me some sort of degree . I finally saved up enough money to by the house I'm laying in right now it was perfect beautiful actually it was my dream house ! until he came back for revenge. killing my best friend. Then it because my worst nightmare . " he might die" jake spurred out of his mouth. " what " . I echoed I have never been this happy! " he might blood was shooting out of his mouth . " There's 2 choices , he's dead or still alive ". after jake said this sentence my mouth formed the perfect smile filled with past pain
