Taelor pov:
So we finally moved and it's been hell the past couple weeks . It's like since we've moved arguments are more intense e mi sta facendo impazzire(and it's driving me crazy).
I really can't stop feeling like I'm the one doing something wrong why this shit is happening. But I Know I'm not doing anything bad or wrong.
Perché sto attraversando questo, non mi sono fatto abbastanza male da tutti gli altri? (why am I going through this, haven't I gotten enough hurt from everyone else?) Guess things ain't always what they seem huh?.
Immagino di dover iniziare a stare da solo, ma quella merda è pazzesca quando ami qualcuno che conosci.(I guess I gotta start staying to myself , but that shit mad hard when you love someone you know.) Sigh ......
I just want to be how we was in the being but that's the past. Man I can't catch a break from all these bullshit hurt . I just need to go somewhere that nobody knows my name and chill for a little see who really misses me or love me yah know just not letting nobody know shit.
Ho solo bisogno del mio spazio dalle cazzate della mia vita perché in questo momento merda questa vita non sta tagliando. ( I just need my space from the bullshit in my life cause right now shit this life isn't cutting it. )
My heart just ain't up for this hurt no more ain't nobody even know the amount of chest hurt I get each fucking day cause these mother fuckers not even looking that much to fucking care , like why the fuck am I in a relationship if I give my all , and this shit happens . The fuck I should of just stayed his best friend and not his bed hug.
I wouldn't be going through this mess man. I need a fucking drink and a blunt, fuck that I need me a Damm bar.
Am I that fucking useless ?.
Ho solo bisogno della mia vita che non ho mai avuto indietro, ho solo bisogno di interrompere tutti questi abusi. Ho bisogno del mio sorriso, della mia felicità, della mia voce e della mia rabbia. perché questa vita è vuota 😭(I just need my life that I never had back , I just need all these abuse to stop. I need my smile back , my happiness, my voice and anger . cause this life is empty 😭)
Hi guys 👋 I'm back sorry about the long wait for a book.
So im not at my mom's house no more so I left all my other books . So I can't finish the other books yet . So bare with me it's.
Lots of love carebears
