Jungkook Imagine
He shouted at me like the problem was me. He insulted me, he made me feel like I'm worthless. But I couldn't stand there and take all the bad words, I fought back. And this made everything worst. His face was inches apart from mine and he was yelling at me. I held my tears back and yelled at him just like the way he yelled at me.
"STOP BEING A CHILD."
"OH! NOW I'M THE CHILD?"
"YOU WERE ALWAYS A CHILD! CANT YOU SEE THE REALITY? OPEN YOUR EYES YOU BIT-"
"ENOUGH! YOU ARE SUCH AN ASSHOLE!"
"YEAH YOU'RE RIGHT IT'S ENOUGH! I SHOULD GO AND HAVE A CALL INSTEAD OF TALKING WITH YOU!"
"I can't say this was talking..." I mumbled but he was already on his phone trying to explain somethings angrily to someone.
I was now sitting on the couch and crying. When he was done shouting to someone he came to living room. He was frustrated, he went immediately to the kitchen and started to drink. I walked to the kitchen with the thought of his nerves may relieved after the drink but again I was wrong... And it was our last fight. We yelled, said bad things to each other. And we ended our relationship with 'I HATE YOU!'s.
I did have some nightmares about that night and I still have. I'm trying to leave all my mistakes which includes Jungkook, behind. I started to a new life, I changed everything that reminds me of him. But it still not helping me to forget him. Every time I walk down the street I remember him, every time I cook a dinner I cook for two, every time I go to sleep I want to hug someone... I missed him so much. And missing him drives me crazy.
