My Damaged Emo Princecess

When Tears Fall

I hate everybody and they hate me too. Just keep running. Don't look back, don't ever look back. Just keep running. You'll be there soon. Soon you'll be in your sanctuary and you'll be safe...for now. I listened to the voice in my head. The voice that was convincing me to keep going. I wiped the tears from my eyes while I ran, they were blurring my vision. I made a sharp right turn on Harborson Street. I'm almost there....only another block. How long had I been running? Honestly, I don't even know, but it seems like forever.

I hopped over the fence and ran through the front door of my best friends house. I slammed the door and ran up the stairs to his room. When I reached the top, Zachary was staring at me, concern filling his eyes. He walked towards me, picked me up bridal style, and carried me into his room. He sat on his bed and held me while I cried, rocking me back and forth like a baby. Okay, I know you're probably wondering 'why is this awkward, emotionally unstable girl crying'? Well allow me to explain.

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*FLASHBACK*

Walking down the hall with my friend, Adaliah, we talked about the latest episode of Soul Eater. As per usual, people stared at us because of our scene hair, eyes, and clothes. Only a few people actually compliment us and mean it, others just do it then take it back to hurt our feelings knowing how sensitive we are. We continued to walk and talk, trying to reach our next class. As we were turning down the hall to go to Mr. Taylor's class, my crush Tyler, runs into me....like litterally I fell on the floor and landed on my back and he landed on top of me. I swear I wanted to die. He stood up, helped me gather my stuff, then he pulled me to my feet. I looked at my sneakers, dirty black hightops, and I tried my best not to make a fool of myself.

"Are you okay?"

"Yes, I'm fine. Thank you."

"How come you won't look at me? Will you please look at me, Marcy?"

Ermagahd! He knows my name, but I can't look at him because I don't want to make a fool of myself. It seems like everytime I see you my heart drops into the pit of my stomach. I like you, always have, but I'm too shy to tell you. -sigh- If only i could say this to your face.

Molly, the meanest girl in school, walked past with her upity friends. They stopped when they saw us, knowing that I like Tyler, she saw it as a chane to torment me. She sashayed her boney ass over to the three of us, with her minions following close behind. She was all over Tyler, rubbing her boobs(which are probably fake) all over him, but what surprised me the most was that Tyler wasn't touching all over her like most of the guys here do. Is it possible that he doesn't like her and maybe likes me? I smile at the thought and eventually I start laughing. Molly stopped "seducing" Tyler and glared at me, her eyes like daggers.

"What are you laughing at?"

"Me? I'm just laughing at the fact that you're being a slutty towards Tyler and he doesn't even want you. It's hilarious!"

Adailiah looked at me like I was a mad woman. What i said seemed to piss off Molly to the point of where here face was red. If you put a piece of bacon on her face it'd probably cook. She walked towards me stepping into my personal bubble.

"Listen here. There's a lot of things I can take, but being called out by an emo freak like yourself, is one thing that i will not take." She smiled menacingly in my face, Lord knows she looked like the fricken devil. I backed away before she had a chance to steal my precious soul. She then walked over to Tyler and kissed him! Like she was right! I stared at them in disbelief. She then looked at me a devious smirk of satisfaction placed upon her smug face. I turned on my heels and pushed my way past Adailiah and the minions and I ran down the hallway. I heard Tyler and Adailiah running after me,calling my name, and Molly laughing, I didn't even bother to look back. When I got to the front doors of the building, I pushed them open, and that's when the tears started to flow. I ran down the steps and headed straight for my best friend's house, my two friends still chasing after me.