Trigger warning -Emilyxoxo
Frank
I don't know what made me do it. I just hated the fact that he'd loved someone more than me. I'd never gotten a blow job, but so far, he was my first everything. It wasn't just that, all the stress of losing my dad, getting good grades and just not being me were building up. Without him, I couldn't even think his name, I was just that stupid, emo kid who cut. Cut. The word lingered in my head and I made a sudden decision without even thinking it through. I ran to my house, shouting a quick greeting to my mom and rushing up the stairs. I dumped my stuff on my bed and walked to the bathroom, locking the door behind me. There had to be a reason he didn't want me... I looked in the mirror and found just that. My stupid fucking face. I stripped to my boxers and found yet another reason. The view of the slight curve at my stomach made me feel physically ill. I looked in the bathroom cabinet and found what I was looking for. Sleeping pills... My razor. I sat in the bath tub, took my razor and held it to the light. I wouldn't use this, it would be too messy for my mom to have to clean up, but it would take the edge off. No, I would use the pills. I lifted my arm over the plug hole any put the razor to my skin. I winced as there was a searing pain in my wrist, but soon my eyes lit up, as the white porcelain became splattered with red.
There was a pounding at the door as Gerard tried to open it. Stupid boy.
'Frank? Open the fuck up.'
'No, fuck you. Oh wait, I already did!' I screamed, tears mixing with the dark, thick blood. I opened the bottle of pills.
'Don't do it Frank, don't you fucking dare.' It was a different voice, Emily.
'Oh let him do it... I never loved him anyway.' I groaned, hitting my head on the side of the tub. How could he say that? After everything? Emily and Mikey gasped on the other side of the door and I heard a heavy pair of boots stomp down the stairs. My hands shook, but I didn't hesitate. I poured the little tablets into my mouth, turning the faucet on and taking a sip from it. I swallowed all of the pills at the same time. I waited a couple of minutes, while there was a continued banging at the door. Suddenly, everything went black.
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Short chapter, but what do you think will happen to Frankie?
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