Just a girl// Rye beaumont

10. thoughts

He used me. The only reason he said he loved me. He doesnt love me, he loves the sex I provide.

I thought about him, ad usual, but I seen a side no fans got to see.

The way his eyes turned black when he looked At me. His devilish smerk when he heard a moan. His face as I rode him. The beautiful sounds he made as he came.

But I missed it. Everything about him I missed. I need him more than anything but he doesnt love me.

"Are you okay?!" I was snapped out of my thoughts when Taryn walked in yelling.

"Fine." I said almost as a whisper.

"Peyton." She said sternly.

"He loves the sex." I say.

"Okay everyone should love the sex." She laughed.

"But that the only thing he loves. He doesnt love me." I whisper.

"Oh, Peyton. I bet he does." She smiles.

"Prove it." I cried.

"Hello?" She said in a girly voice.

"Who is this?"

"Its Nicole." She said seductively.

"Ok. How are You?"

"Needy without you." She said and I seen her cringe at herself.

"I have a girl so no thanks Nicole."

"Ugh! Tell that girl she can go shove that small dick of yours up her pussy!" She screeched.

"Already did. And the way she moaned my name, I doubt it's small."

The line went silent out of that. I blushed like a tomato and she smerked.

"You did that last part for fun." I called her out.

"I bet that put nasty pictures in your mind." She chuckles and walks into the kitchen.

"COOKIES!" She screamed.

"Me and Andy made them." I say.

"Yay!" She said like a little kid on Christmas.

The other girls came home and we fell asleep early because we have to go home tomorrow.