Pistanthrophobia
-fear of trusting people due to past experiences gone wrong.
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"Please give it back", I pleaded
"Why? What is this? your diary?", he taunted, the smirk still visible.
"No...", I frowned
"Then you wou...
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"Wait what????" I yelled
I immediately shut my mouth, due to the heated glare my father, my brother Cayden, and my twin brother Adrian sent
Wait a minute....how come I didn't noticed them standing there.....
Duh cause you were busy daydreaming about Jax that you decide to ignore your own brothers....hmmm
No I'm not daydreaming bout how incredibly handsome and hot Jax is.....
Yah so if you weren't daydreaming bout how 'incredibly handsome and hot' he is, then why did you call him incredibly handsome and hot.....hmmm
Ohhh come on can't a girl think bout how hot a guy is?
Hehehehehe
Really?
"Uh Mel? Hello anybody there you zoned out for like 10 minutes you were just staring at the ground for like 10 minutes" said Adrian with his one eyebrow raised
"Oh it's nothing today's just been hectic" I said
"I need to go to bed, I feel like melting onto a big pile of goo" I yawned
I said while, yawning and retreating to my room
While climbing up the staircase, I almost trip but as every clichè story ever, the guy catches the girl... I was caught by none other than had himself...
After catching me from my awkward fall, he dragged me to one of the guestrooms
"Uhh what am I doing here" still too sleepy to realize the situation
"I need to talk to you" said Jax with a serious expression
"About what?" Still sleepy in the situation even if my crush is standing infront of me...
Yes he's my crush...
For over 8 years now...
He and my brother damien are best friend for 10 years now...
And I fell for him at the age of 8...
"I can't and I don't wanna be married to you" he said annoyed at the thought of getting married to me
A pang of hurt hits both my chest and stomach....at the harsh reality that my crush will never.....like And love me back....
"Why?" Asking for just one reason while trying to stop the tears, I've been practicing in stopping the tears from falling, ever since.....ever since my mom died....
"Why? Oh Because have it ever accurred to you that I don't see you that way? Or that I still see you as the stuck up brat you were?" He questions as if trying to knock some sense into me
"Oh...." unsure of what to say next, after all the years of friendship was maybe nothing to him.
"Why didn't you say anything to them earlier?" I said with enough courage to raise my eyebrow and pretend like nothing is wrong
