This is who I picture Brandon to be. Also know as lifesaver/bff, pain in the ass or otherwise hot Dr man.
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Jackson
After a while, with the help of Brandon, I learned to control and suppress my other side. When I feel him wanting to come out I need to give him something to satisfy him. I learned during my teen years while still trying to control him by myself that sex, wild hot kinky sex pleases him and puts him back to sleep for a good while.
So when he starts to itch, oh I give him Something to scratch. It's friday, and i heard a new kink club is having their grand opening tonight. This will give me the perfect time to find some big dom to dominate me tonight, and scratch his itch.
After my last class I text Brandon, yes we are going to the same college too.
Me: hey i'm heading back 2 the apartment. Im going 2 that club tonight. U going or staying.
Lifesaver/bff: what club???
Me: the new kink club. I can feel him. I need to find someone to scratch his itch. Nothing like a grand opening of a new kink club.
Lifesaver/bff: 🙈🙉🙊
Lifesaver/bff: i'll stick this one out just text me every now an then please so i dont worry. Dont want the wrong "DADDY" getting you. 😄😄😘
Me: oh hush. Lol. That was one time. He wanted me to yell out daddy. Not me. I'll text you. What u gonna do?
Lifesaver/bff: ima have fun. Dont worry your pretty little head. 😉
Me: ok. See you tonight or tomorrow. Ttyl.
By the time we were finished with our conversation I just managed to get our door. We have a 2 bedroom apartments. It has 1 bathroom, a living room, a kitchen and dining area mixed together and a short hallway. It's not big but its not small. It's just right for to college students.
I go to my room and drop my bag on my desk. Then head to the bathroom. I take out an enima kit from under the sink cabinet. I take a long hot shower, making sure to use the kit. No one wants to fuck a dirty booty hole. Not that im dirty I just wanna be extra clean. After washing my hair and body the water starts to run a little cold it's time to get out.
I pull out a big fluffy towel and I towel dry my hair then wrap it around my waist. I take a little bit of mouse into the palm of my hand and rub my hands together slightly. I slide my fingers through my hair to make it stand up giving it a messy spiked look. Then spray it with my fruity hair spray. Yes fruity, don't judge me most hair sprays stink, I prefer mine to smell good thank you very much. I put on just a touch of black eye liner, hardly enough to tell im wearing it but just enough to make my blue eyes pop. Then exit the bathroom and go to my room to get my outfit. I know just the one.
At 730 I call a cab to be at my apartment at 8 and then it's time for me to head out. I grab my phone, money and make sure I have just my house key. That way I can tuck them into my phone case.
Me: cab just pulled up. Heading out. 😘
Lifesaver/bff: go find your DADDY!!!!!😂😂 jk. Have fun tho, use a condom, and be safe. Luvs ya. Toodles.
Me: YES, DADDY, SIR. IF IT PLEASES YOU SO..........lmfao. Sorry couldn't help it. Text you later.
Lifesaver/bff: IF i was your DADDY you wouldn't be using that tone with me. Lol. But i'm not so its fine.
Ohhhh, I love it when Brandon get all authorized with me. He is the reason why I found out this helps but a sexual relationship with him was just too much in order to remain friends. So we found clubs for me to go to. I really want to find the right dom, who can handle me and my other half without falter. Because I need a different type of contract than most subs would.
A sub is supposed to be at their Dom's beck and call. If the dom wants sex then regardless he/she gets it. If the dom wants you to go somewhere with them he/she get it. Of course there are terms in each dom/sub contract, and each is different depending on that "couples" needs but the sub is there for the dom at the drop of a dime. Of course the dom cares for the subs needs but it's a tad different with me.
I need to have a dom by my side at the drop of a dime if needed. Brandon helps me alot, but he has 1 more year till he has his clinicals then he will be a medical doctor and he can't be by me always to help me. I need someone who can keep me stable. I need to be able to tell my dom I need to fuck and fuck now or something bad is gonna happen and them do it. So it's hard to find that one.
Lost in thought the driver turns around and tells me we are here. I pay him and give him a small tip for being nice to me for not hearing him the first five times he told me.
Standing on the curb, outside of the club you can hear the beat of the music and I can see there is a line a very kinkily dressed people. Looking up from the bright red door to the banner that said grand opening, to the neon red sign it read.........
TRUE PAIN
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