Superior(Spock x reader) ON HOLD

Chapter 4

Hey, guys! I know that you have been waiting a long time for the next part to come out, so... here it is!
Now, your probably wondering which suggestion I took! Well... Thank you to @Spiderwave for the chapter suggestion!

I was ready to avenger my fathers death, but I kept thinking back to Spock. I knew he didn't mean it. He just lost control. It was very strange for Vulcans to show emotion, but he is half human after all. I turned to the Captain and said "I'm ready, but what were you and Spock fighting about. It must have been something really bad for it to cause Spock to show emotion." He gave me a flustered look and just said "It was about personal stuff. You don't need to worry about." He walked over to his chair nervously and sat down. I followed and spoke to him.
"Captain, I need to find him. If he showed emotion, he'll need someone to comfort him." He looked in to my eyes and smiled. "Okay, but be back in 10 minutes." I thanked him and went into the lift. When the doors opened up to the lift I ran out and went to the transporter room to see Spock's father walking out. He turned his head to me and tipped his head slightly. I walked by him and into the room to see Spock's back facing me and head looking at the ground. I felt my heart start to beat faster and pound through my chest. Why was it doing that?
I walked over behind him and raised my hand to his shoulder. I slowly set my hand on his shoulder and spoke quietly "It's not your fault..."
    I could tell that Spock felt guilty about not being able to save my father. But I knew he would have if he could have.
"It is my fault. I should have gone after to save him. I know how much family means to the Deitaouge. I know how close you two were." He guilted himself.
"We cant change the past, Spock." I told him, my hand still holding on to hi shoulder "All we can hope to do is save the future"
Spock turned around and looked into my eyes. I gazed into his beautiful brown eyes. That was the human part of him, his eyes showed his emotion.
    I stepped closer to him and spoke quietly "What were you and Kirk screaming about? if you don't mind me asking?" His ears tinted a green color, and he swallowed uncomfortably.
    "Kirk was telling me that I didn't care about your fee—
"Cadet (y/l/n), please report to the bridge." A voice came over the communicator. Oh, Shoot! I forgot the Captain only gave me 10 minutes.
    I turned to him "Sorry, Spock!" I told him, "We will have to finish this conversation later."  Spock nodded his head in agreement. I could feel he wanted to say more, but I couldn't let the captain down. He was relying on me.
    "See ya later, Spock!" I said to him and ran out of the room.
I ran to the lift and stepped in clicking the button I caught my breath. As the door opened I rushed over to the captain and apologized. I stood behind him as he spoke to the ship. Kirk and Bones discussed the plan.

Its time to get this sons of a b-

Sorry this was short, but I had a huge problem and couldn't finish. More is coming soon but here's a little update to keep y'all satisfied.

-JD❤️