alone in the world, my love. - jikook

𝖘𝖍𝖆𝖗𝖊 𝖒𝖞 𝖑𝖎𝖋𝖊.

ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ↷ ·˚ ༘ 🍂 no us . :: ꒱

ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ ─────── .°୭̥ ❁ ˎˊ˗

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pjm.

the sight below was not pretty, and i could already feel my sight being closed down by my drowsiness. this was my end. this building was so high. i couldn't help but chuckle at this thought. before i knew it, i dangled my feet, sitting down on the edge, before someone pushed me off of the building. darkness engulfed me, and i smiled at it. the air ruffled through my hair, and my tears flew away. goodbye, jung-

i quickly sat up, soaking in cold sweat, not ever noticing the tears streaming down my red, puffed out cheeks. my breathing was so unrhythmic, i could only seem to pant for the air i desperately needed. what in the fuck was that type of dream?  it's not that i've never had a nightmare, but this one felt too real. my whole body seemed to continue to shake ever so vigorously, and my mind couldn't help but combust in millions of questions. why today? why is it that i'm so shaky? and who's name was i about to say? it was all so, unusual. i rolled around my bed for god knows how long, before i finally decided to get out of bed, and start the beeline towards the kitchen. taking small steps, i wiped my tears with my arms, grabbing a water bottle from the refrigerator, gulping down the cold, and soothing fluid. my wandering thoughts vanished as soon as i remembered that i was going back to school today. being seventeen, i was on my junior year of highschool, the apparent hardest year for everyone. it did seem a bit intimidating, but not scary in the slightest. my past years have been easy, what'll make this one any different? with a small sigh, i headed back to my room, and started getting ready for the year i knew, was going to be as boring as ever.

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a/n

as long as i'm here, i don't think so jiminie.
hello, welcome to this story.
i really do hope you enjoy it, as this is my first one.
this will have quite the slow updates, but they will surely be longer, i pinky promise!