Time Machine

Chapter 3

Xyriel's POV
"She wanted you to have this Xyriel" her mother said while holding a small envelope. "Ummm what is this?" as I slowly read the letter my tears slowly rolled down my cheeks. The letter was

"Dear Xyriel,
at this time you are reading this letter I must be on a hospital bed unconscious. I'm sorry for hiding all my secrets from you I just didn't want to ruin your wedding, I don't want to ruin your smile, I didn't want it to fade but... I think I have already ruined your smile now already. I wanted to tell you how I feel by writing this letter... I wanted you to know that I... love you. I wanted to tell you this sooner but I didn't have the courage to tell you. I' m such a coward right? well I was in love with you from the first time we met but I was too naive that I didn't notice my feelings for you until the time you were going to be married with someone... I was happy but I felt uneasy I didn't know what that feeling was but then I realized what it was, it was actually... jealousy. And starting that time I started to cough blood I didn't know what was the reason but it seemed like flowers was growing inside my lungs and I might not breath again anytime... I hope you are happy with your wife now. Please don't cry or not I will punch you when I wake up! Hehehe just kidding I just don't want your warming smile to fade so please smile 😊. Thank you for being their for me whenever I am down I will never forget you please welcome me with your warming smile when I wake up okay.
   
                             

                         Sincerely yours,
                                Ariana

*So she loved me already at the time we first met huh?* "I'm sorry, I was also a coward, I was in love with you but I was afraid to lose our friendship. I mean what if you rejected me when I told you how I felt about you? and then it will be awkward between us, right? Who am I talking to? well all I can do now is just wait for your return... Now I knew you felt the same way, how can I tell this to my wife? what if she will lable me as a two timer? Oh no... "