Regret

2 so you are the princess my mother has been talking about?'

It was around twelves  when we arrived in England. The sun was enough to warm up my face, while the cold wind was blowing slowly against my body. I was standing next to my mother, looking to the white, big house in front of us. We would be staying with her korean mother for a while, or maybe forever. Alice didn't really knew what would happen, she would think later about it. She just wanted to get away from Germany and I completely understood her. Some things keep hunting you forever and Alice couldn't take it anymore. I didn't complain either, I kinda missed granny. The door opened and a girl, I think from my age, was right in front of us. She was wearing a simple Nirvana shirt and a black jeans. '' You must be aunt Alice? I am Sana, come inside'' she chirped happily. My mother smiled, as if she knew her already, and walked inside. I followed her steps and moved with tiny steps in to our new place. They hugged each other while I was standing awkwardly there, waiting for my awkward hug. After they hugged eachother, the girl looked at me. '' You remember your aunt right? it's her oldest daughter''

'Aha' I mumbled, not really knowing how to react. I have seen my aunt a couple times while she was face timing Alice, but never in real person. The door to the living room swung open and granny showed up. She had a big smile on her face, which made me smile right away. '' Granny, it's so nice to see you' I chirped and walked towards her for a big hug.

After the warm hugs and kisses, we ate and chatted about everything. I only saw granny a couple times in my life, but she was really important to me. Being the oldest of our family, she always had my respect and love. I was laying on the bed that would be mine for a while. The room was decorated warmly, which made me feel more at home. It was still awkward and uncomfortable for me, but I hoped that time would help me. I changed into a more sitting position when I heard a soft knock on the door. It opened slowly and my mother peeked inside. '' Come in '' I laughed when I saw her curious face. It was already pretty late, the sun going down a couple hours ago. The flight made me for sure tired, but somehow I couldn't sleep. I needed to get used to the new bed. I missed my pillow like crazy right now. Alice took place next to me and I automatically went closer to her warm
body. Before realizing, my eyes shut down while hearing her warm words.

I woke up the next day when I heard whispers coming from close. Being a hard sleeper, I always woke up from noises, even de softest ones. I opened my eyes slowly and looked confused when I saw a little girl, holding my mums hand. '' Aunts, I think she woke up'' the little girl whispered and hugged my mothers leg from behind to hide herself. I didn't blame that poor kid, I must look really awful right now. I brushed my hair quickly with my hands and put a soft smile on my face. The kid looked just like Sana, probably another relative. Alice giggled softly at the little girl her reaction while I stood up quickly. I walked to them en kneeled down so that I could at least have better eye contact with her. Being on the same high level gave me the occasion to look in to her pretty eyes. '' Hey there'' I smiled softly, not wanting to scare her with my morning voice. She slowly let go of my mothers leg and made a tiny step towards me. She looked at me with her big doe eyes, which obviously made my heart melt. '' Goodmorning'' she whispered lightly while bowing a little bit, which made smile even more. It's in the culture to bow to people out of respect. '' It's Sana her little sister, Lilly'' my mother informed me. '' Ahhh so you are the princess my mother has been talking about?''  I smiled happily. I didn't even knew she excisted, but who cares.  Lilly started giggling and that was worth my little, white pink lie. She extended her arms towards me, a sign I understood and  lifted her up. I holded her next to my side, one of er legs on the front of my waist and the other on the backside. '' Shall we go get some breakfast?'' I asked her, which made her nod enthusiastically. My mother already left the room, without the two of us realizing it.

Even if I am not a morning person, waking up with a cutie like her made my day. I turned around and grabbed my phone, which I gave to Lilly to hold, while my two hands found place around her body to keep her safe. I walked out of my room with still her on my arms. '' Someone is calling'' she mubbled when I was on the last part of the stairs. I walked a little bit faster and grabbed my phone when we were downstairs. I smiled lightly with I saw Luke his name on my screen. Holding Lilly with one hand, I pressed the green icon.  After a couple seconds, my screen was replaced with Luke his morning face. Lilly started giggling when she saw him, which made me chuckle as well. She started screaming goodmorning a hunderd times which made me laugh even more. I put her down and concentrated on Luke, while Lilly started running into the living room.

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After having breakfast with the family, we agreed to go outside. It was Sana, Lilly and me walking in the back. The old ones were already no where to be found, so we made our own little plan. Holding my mac frapé with one hand, and the others Lilly's tiny fingers, we walked through the streets. There were a lot of people and that made us pay even more attention to Lilly. She was a kid and losing her in this crowd would be a disaster. I felt her pulling on my hand, which made me look down to make eye contact with her. '' Can I have one more sip? please?'' I smiled at her cuteness and nodded. Lowering my drink to let her drink, made us walk slower. I heard some protest from people behind us but didn't care. There was enough place next to us to walk. We weren't even walking that slow. '' Children these days '' yelled someone irritated and walked next to us. ' Child my ass' I mumbled frustrated back.