I feel I don't belong in color guard. I feel I can't learn the moves. I feel like everyone is better than me. I know it's all about practice but I feel like I just don't get it. I didn't want to join color guard. It's was between Dance or Color Guard. I chose color guard. I have been dancing for 9 years. I wanted friends for high school and I thought color guard was a good start. I want to get better but it's hard because I feel like I have short-term memory. (Not actually) They tell me something and I forget in less than 10 seconds. I don't get it. Anyway that's it. It's hard. I hope I learn it and it gets easier.
