today wasn't great. everything felt off. the balance was shifted and i couldn't seem to get a grip on my thoughts.
i had to watch them slide away from my grasp, to a point where i couldn't retrieve them.
i'm scared.
everyonehatesmeeveryonehatesme. life basically has no purpose and i think everyone around me agrees.
i can't think of a single thing i've done that makes my life stand out. it's all just a jumble and i'm tired of being stuck in a universe that's restricted to the four walls of my bedroom.
