L•O•S•T -depressed deku- {Discontinued}

I'm sorry

{Dekus pov}

I woke up to the annoying sound of my alarm. I groaned and turned over so i could shut my phone up, i sit up in my bed and read the time. "5:30" shit, school starts at 7:00. I grab a change of clothes and go to the bathroom; hopping into the shower quickly.

《Time skip to when he's done getting ready》

I have all my clothes on and I'm finally ready for school. I look into the mirror and the words keep repeating in my head "Take a swan dive off the roof" Words right from kacchans mouth. My vision starts to blur and i realize.. I'm crying. By the sink is a razor blade, i told myself i wouldn't anymore. But i ignore the promise i once made to myself and pick up the razor still crying.

I place it on my wrist, close my eyes. And drag it across. Sobbing i open my eyes and look at my bloody wrist. "Fuck"

"Izuku baby, its time for school!" I hear my mom shout. "c- coming" i said and i threw on a hoodie. "Bye have a great day at school honey" my mom says as i race out the door trying to not let her see that i was crying.

《Time skip to school》

I'm at the door to class 1-A. I slip in the door with my head down and make my way to my usual seat. Iida on my right, ururaka on my left, todoroki behind me, and mineta in front of me.

Mr. Aizawa enters the class looking like a yellow Caterpillar. He talked in his regular unenthusiastic voice, for hours until lunch. "All right class your dismissed to lunch" he said and then fell to the floor and slept. Everyone headed to lunch, me with my regular friend group. Ururaka, and Iida. "Hey deku, are you feeling ok?" Ururaka asked "o-oh, yeah im-" i was interrupted by a loud and happy sounding voice "YOUNG MIDORIYA" i turned around at the familiar voice and to no surprise it was All Might. "Lunch?" He asked innocently. "U-uhm sure" i said, and waved goodbye to my disappointed looking friends.

All might and I walked down the hall silently, but a comfortable silence. We soon reached an empty classroom and made our way inside. All might then changed to his regular form followed by massive amounts of blood being spat out. "Tea?" He asked as if nothing happened. "Yes please" i said with a smile, although i felt even he could sense it was fake.

"You've seemed very..Down lately midoriya, somthing on your mind" All might asked. "N-NO ITS NOTHING" i said flailing my arms frantically. "Midoriya.. your arm" All might says in a sort of concerned dad voice. "SHIT MY SLEEVES ARE ROLLED UP" I think to myself, mentally freaking out.

"o-oh, that!? Those are cat scratches from my cat!" I yell clearly lying. "Midoriya, you don't own a cat" all might said. With a very sad look on his face. I stared blankly into his hurt eyes and i couldn't help it. I started sobbing and fell to my knees. "I'm sorry" i started to choke out between sobs.

All might came up to me and kneeled in front of me taking me into a hug, it felt nice knowing that All might was there for me. I've always thought of him as a father. "god damnit midoriya!" "Why?!" He said trying to hide the fact he was crying. "I-i.. don't want to live anymore A- All might" i choked out.  He was silent. For a while.

"DON'T SAY STUFF LIKE THAT MIDORIYA" he exclaimed, crying. "I'm sorry all might" i said. We sat there hugging while sobbing. The words replaying in my mind "swan dive off the building"

~Bell Rings~

I'm now walking back to class alone, with puffy eyes. On my way back i bump into kacchan. "K-kacchan! I'm so sorry" i said " Watch where the fuck your going nerd" he yelled "tch, go kill yourself already deku!"

I know i've heard those words before but this time..it hit differently. My heart felt like it shattered "maybe i should just go kill myself" I whispered "what the hell did you say deku?!" Kacchan screamed. I ran passed him to class.

"Midoriya. Your late" Aizawa stated matter of factly. "S-sorry" i said standing there looking like a lost puppy. Sensei Aizawa looked into my eyes. Then at my wrist. I was very confused as to what he was looking at and then i caught on. I pushed my sleeves down fastley and ran to sit at my desk. "Aizawa stared at me for a good 5 seconds then carried on teaching his lesson

《TIME SKIP TO END OF CLASS》

"All right you can all go home now" i stood up and was greeted by a red and white haired boy. "T-todo. Whats u-" i was cut off by Aizawa. "Midoriya. I need to speak with you" I looked at todoroki and frowned "s-sorry, I'll call you when I'm home" i said and made my way to Aizawa.

"Midoriya..." he said looking sad. I found it weird to see any other expression on his face besides tired. "Y-yeah" i say flashing a weak, fake smile at him. "Lift up your sleeve" he ordered. "W-what? Why? My arms are very tired ya know. I've been really working out!" I yell frantically. "IM ALSO REALLY TIRED" i say "maybe i should head home!" I say, scratching the back of my neck. I then bolt away to the neatest exit. "MIDORIYA WAIT!" Aizawa yelled. I ignored him and kept running.
    

969 words my dudes @-@