Married A Gangster 3 || JJK ✔️

22.

Ji Sae's P.O.V

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I sighed for the nth time of this week. It's Sunday, making it exactly a week after the incident. And I don't know what to expect. I'm not ready for my son to leave me. He's the one and only. But... if he still chooses that girl, I can't help but accept it. Never in my life i will accept an enemy in my life. I've been sitting in my room the whole week.

I just don't wanna see his face nor hear his voice. I miss my son. My one and only prince, i miss him a lot. Yeah, I can just talk to him, so everything will be fine. But that's not fair. My heart is broken by him. I just, i don't know. I couldn't focus during meetings, I can't do anything because i always think of my son. It's soon to 9 pm, and I don't know the news.

"Babe, can i get milk?" - i heard Jungkook asked. I turn and give him a smile.

"Sure." - i said. We walk out of our room, walking past Jisoo's room. It looks dark from the outside. If he's inside, I can see the light from the door. But nothing. I guess... he chose that girl. My heart broke more and i felt like i died for a moment, knowing what his decision is. Jungkook saw that i stopped in front of Jisoo's door. He walk nearer to me.

I sighed, hugging him. No tears were flowing down, because I've been crying all night. I.. i have nothing to say. "Come on." - Jungkook said. I sighed, nodding. We went downstairs, towards the kitchen. I grab a glass and pour banana milk in it. I give the glass to Jungkook. He thanked me.

"Want some bread? With Nutella?" - he asked.

"Sure." - I answered, plainly.

"Okay. Wait for me at the balcony." - he said. I nod. I went to the huge balcony we have. It's dark outside, the moon is shining, along with the stars. The wind is blowing softly and a calm view ahead of me. We have a huge circle sofa, the pool on the left side. I sit on the huge sofa, crossing my legs over and wait for Jungkook.

I don't feel like myself. I can't believe Jisoo really left. I took a deep breathe and let it out slowly. Feels like my soul left my body. Feels like I'm dead. My son really left me. It hurts so much that I'm speechless. I just have nothing to say. We're 3 now... Never in my wildest dreams ever, this would happen. I look up to the sky, sighing. I love you, Jisoo... and i miss you so much.

I felt someone walking in the balcony, and heard a small cough. I didn't bother to turn, so i kept my eyes straight. "E-e-eom-m-ma-a..." - I heard Jisoo stuttered really bad. I keep quiet. He walks closer to me, standing in front of me. I've not seen you for a week, my baby bunny. I feel like crying but I won't. He have a bag that he's carrying. He's leaving me. I know.

He got on both his knees, his tears running down. "T-than-k yo-u, f-for te-ach-hing me-e a l-lot-t of thin-ngs. Tha-n-nk y-yo-u fo-or b-be-ing a-a gre-eat-t m-mom. Th-hank-k you-u for f-feed-ing me-e all-l the-ese y-years." - he stutters very badly. I ignored, looking away. He puts aside his bag.

He went closer to my legs, resting his forehead on my knee while softly hugging my legs. I heard him gulp. "I-i'm sorry for-r being r-rude to-oward-ds you. I n-never-r th-hough-ht I would d-do that."

"E-eom-ma-a, I'm ver-ry sor-rry."

He looks up, trying to get my attention. But I ignored. "I-i did-d what you-u told me to... I e-end my relationship-p with her... E-even if-f I'm h-hurt tha-at I have to le-et my first l-lo-ove go."

"I-I choose to be a Jeon m-my whole-e life."

"I.. I wanna be called as Kim Ji Sae's son and Jeon Jungkook's son."

"I can lose anyone but not my parents... Especially my mother. Eomma... please forgive me." - he said, still crying. He wasn't breathing properly because of his cryings. I keep quiet still. He moves away a little, giving me a big bow towards me. His hands made a triangle on the floor, and his forehead resting on his hands. He slowly gets up and give me another formal bow.