Back to You

Aria's P.O.V

When I got home i was really emotionally drained and decided to go to bed early. I took off all of my makeup, brushed my hair, and changed into my purple hoodie. Well technically it was Harry's purple hoodie, but i don't plan on giving it back after this long. After all, it's the only thing i can sleep in at night. If i don't wear the hoodie i can't manage to fall asleep. Damn i have emotional attachment issues to a hoodie....i think i'm going mental. Anyways, I went to the kitchen and made myself a cup of tea before heading back upstairs and lying in bed. I was about to doze off when i heard a noise from my phone indicating i had gotten a text message.

Unknown: Hey Ari:)

Aria: Umm hello, who is this?

Unknown: Oh yeah! It's Niall. I got your number from your manager, hope its okay

Aria: NEILLLL and yeah it's fine lol

Neil: MY NAME IS NOT NEIL IT IS NIALL

Aria: ok ok...what about nialler?

Neil: much better:)

Aria: that's going to be your new contact name then. Anyways not trying to sound rude or anything, but just wondering why did you text me out of nowhere?

Nialler: Harry told us what happened between you guys....

Aria: oh.

Nialler: you must hate him, he was supposed to be your best friend and then he did that to you, what he did was despicable.

Aria: To be honest, i never hated him, not even after what he said to me. I blamed myself for the things he said and i just assumed everything he said was true because his opinion was the one opinion i cared most about.

Nialler: None of what he said to you is true, you weren't the problem. He was drunk and angry and he took it out on you, you shouldn't blame yourself for that.

Aria: Everything he said is true though. I'm fat, and i'm ugly and I can't even sing. I'm useless just like he told me before.

Nialler: Aria i've known you less than a day and i can tell you that you are far from worthless. You're not fat or ugly, you're drop dead gorgeous he just didn't let you see that. You're funny and super fun to be around so you have no reason to hate yourself. I've seen your music videos and you're extremely talented so please don't take it out on yourself

Aria: You really think so?

Nialler: I know so.

Aria: Thanks Nialler, i'm so happy to have met you:)

Nialler: right back at ya:)

Aria: I'm exhausted i'm going to sleep

Nialler: Goodnight xx

Aria: goodnight <3

And with that conversation coming to an end i fell asleep knowing that at least one person thinks i'm worth something.

Niall's P.O.V

I couldn't believe someone as beautiful and talented as Aria could hate herself, and it was all because of Harry. She looked like such a confident person, too. I would've never suspected that she was so unhappy and insecure. From now on i'm going to make it my mission to show her how truly wonderful she really is.

I decide to text Harry to let him know that Aria hates herself for what he did to her. I know it's wrong, but i want him to feel guilty for what he did because he deserves it. Maybe it will help him realize that he needs to get his act together and apologize already. His apology is looong overdue, about three years or so by now.

Niall: Hey Dickhead

Harry: Hello to you too Niall

Niall: I don't have time for your games

Harry:okay...?

Niall: I just texted you to let you know that Aria doesn't hate you.

Harry: WAIT REALLY? SHE DOESN'T?!

Niall: No. She never hated you.

Harry: Why not? I did such a horrible thing to her

Niall: Because she blamed herself for what you did to her

Harry: I'm not following...

Niall: She took everything you said about her to heart and assumed you were right about everything because your opinion mattered most to her. So when you said all those things instead of hating YOU she hated HERSELF for being who she was. Are you following now?

Harry: Yeah, yeah. What should i do?

Niall: I don't know maybe APOLOGIZE WOWWW IM A GENIUS

Harry: Alright i got the memo dude

Niall: I've got to go. Talk later

Harry: Alright. Thanks for letting me know by the way.

Niall: mhm.