BTS sickfics/hurtfics

Jimin - I'm Not Okay.. Pt. 1

SELF HARM ⚠
SELF HARM IS INCLUDED IN THIS STORY!
I understand some people have gone through events like these in their past, maybe even in the present.
So if you think this is too harsh for you, please don't read it.
I don't want to trigger past memories of things such as self Harm.
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You're worthless.
You dont deserve to be here.
You should be gone.
Far away.

In a world where no one will be able to find you.

Those voices raced through Jimin's head. He wanted them to stop.
Badly.
But all he could do was listen, and agree to them.
He looked at his arm.

Several old cuts were there.
A tear fell from his eye.

He went to his room, and locked himself.
He remembered today's practise.
He had messed up.

He went over to his bathroom.
He saw the knife he kept there.

He picked it up, and started cutting his wrist.
Blood leaked out of the cuts slowly.
His wrist was now sore, and bleeding.
He put down the knife, and put his wrist under water.

The water had become red.
So much blood had came out of his wrist.
He sobbed.
He wanted to stop cutting.

But he just couldn't.
It was like an addiction.
That couldn't be stopped.
'Jiminie, come out, Dinner's ready' Came Taehyung's voice.

'I'm- I'm coming soon' Said Jimin.
'Alright'
He heard footsteps go down the stairs.
He sighed shakily.

He bandaged up his wrist, and went downstairs.
Everyone was waiting for him.

'Jimin, what's wrong?' Said Jin.

'.. What?' Said Jimin, faking confusion.
'Don't act. You've been extremely down lately. You lock yourself up in your room... You don't even eat properly' said Jin.

Jimin didn't even know what to say anymore.
Everyone was looking at him, concerned.

'I... I'm so sorry...'
'What are you sorry for, Jiminie?' Asked Namjoon.

'For always being a failure. Not being able to do anything right. I tried so hard... But I failed hard, too.. I'm so sorry..'

All of them were shocked.

Taehyung went to him, and pulled him into a hug.

'Hyung, you never did anything bad. We all make mistakes along the way, but that's part of life. Please, don't think you're a failure, because you're not' Said Taehyung.

Jimin teared up, and hugged back, starting to sob.
The others went to join the hug, comforting their little mochi.

It pained to see him hurt, especially when they see him happy 99% of the time.

They would see him happy again.
They would help him reach that goal.
Because if its meant to be 7, they work as 7.
And as 7.
They are complete.