We enter my apartment.
I head to my bedroom door and open it. To throw in my back pack.
"Why are we even here?"
I ask
"You need to calm down."
He says
He walks closer to me and pulls me close by my waist.
"If you need to talk to someone. I'll be the one to listen. Okay?"
He says
I nod my head. Looking down.
He lifts my chin. Having me look in his eyes.
He stares at me for a good 10 seconds then smiles.
"Lunch? My treat."
He says
"We just got here."
I say
"Awe. Are you pouting?"
"No!"
I say
"Haha. We'll come back here later. Let's go!"
He grabs my hand and takes me back to his car.
"McDonald's?"
He asks driving off
"No..."
"Um mall food?"
"No..."
"Cafe?"
"Sure..."
.
We ate lunch in the cafe.
"Jungkook-ah. What are you planning on doing tomorrow?"
I ask
"Mm. I dont know, hangout with you-"
"No. You have spent way to much time with me already and i don't want you getting too attached."
I say
"I don't mind."
He smiles
I couldn't fight his smile.
"So what are we doing tomorrow?"
He asks
"School."
I reply
He pokes out his bottom lip and pouts.
"Awe!"
I exclaim.
.
.
After the cafe, he dropped me off at home.
I was in my room, I got a call from the hospital. I quickly picked it up.
"Hello?"
I answer
"This is, Seon?"
A man asks
"Yes!"
"Your brother wants to talk to you."
"Hyunjoon?"
I say
"Seon..."
He answers
"Hyunjoon are you okay?"
I ask
"I... No... I am going through it again."
He says, as i hear him crying
"Are you gonna be okay?"
I ask
"We're not sure. There's nothing they have that can help."
He answers between his cry.
I cover my mouth as I cry loudly, uncomfortably.
"Joon..."
I whisper
"I'll have to call you another time. I really want to sleep. Please visit me tomorrow!"
The phone hangs up.
I hug my knees as I cry.
About everything that's wrong with my life.
I don't have any matter in this world.
Why bother even being here?
