Sprousehart😘

Part 5

5 days later
Cole's P.O.V
Lili is still in a coma,and it's killing me.Ive been with her since only leaving to work.I just got done work and went to my apartment to shower and head back to the hospital.I sat down at my kitchen table and held my head in my hands.My life seems empty with out Lili.I couldn't take it anymore.One if my old friends Tyler asked me out to a club as he was just dumped by his now ex girlfriend so we agreed to go out.I threw on a pair of black jeans and a grey t shirt and met Tyler at the club.i felt guilty for not being with Lili,but I couldn't handle seeing her like that. "Hey wanna drink cole?" Tyler said,clearly intoxicated.I knew I shouldn't of. "Eh one drink won't hurt me." I instantly regretted agreeing but I still took the drink from Tyler and drank  it and then two and then three eventually into 15.I was clearly drunk.I got a text from KJ

Kj:hey mate,wanna come out to a club with Charles,Vanessa,Madeline,Camila,Hart, and I?

Cole:sorry I'm kinda busy!:(

Kj:ok another time mate!👍🏻

I quickly shoved my phone away and kept drinking.All I could think about was Lili until I got to the point where I was so drunk I couldn't think.That is when a brunette headed,slim but y'all girl walked up to me
"Hey sexy I'm Miranda,wanna dance?" She said in a seductive tone.At that point I was so drunk I didn't even think about it and said yes without hesitating.We started to dance.
"So sexy,what brings you here tonight?" She asked in a seductive tone.
Being in the state I was i slurred my words when saying "nothing except some partying" Halfway through our dancing when she was grinding on me I got a phone call. The label came up as "Vancouver hospital" (don't know the name of the town there in" at the time I ignored it and forgot the fact that I requested and got it confirmed by Lili's family that they could call me first if they had any updates on Lili.I in my drunk giddy haze ignored the call. "So coley,wanna go up to a special room?" I chuckled "yes girly" I said and let her lead me.As you can guess,I fucked her.Not realizing the whole time what I was doing.I walked down to see my friends glance over at me and giving me he death stair.(The group was kj,Vanessa,Madeline,Camila,Hart and Charles) i could tell they caught onto what happened and I had just realized what I had done. "LILI!" I screamed .The whole club went silent.My group of friends ignored me and walked away as I went after them trying to talk to them. 'I just cheated on the love of my life!' I thought to myself.I slapped myself in anger at my self.I stumbled all the way home.I was so angers at myself.

The next day!!

I woke up at 11:39am with a massive hangover.my head was pounding and I was so dizzy.As I went up to go pee I instantly stumbled to the floor and then soon raced to the bathroom and threw up.I deserved this.I deserve to feel shitty like this.I should feel worse!I hate myself.What will I tell Lili? Was all that was rushing through my head.When I was done throwing up I grabbed my phone and went to my kitchen to grab water and something to help with my pounding headache.Soon as I opened my phone I looked to see the 792 I had from a group chat Camila made with Camila,kj,Charles,Vanessa,Madeline,Hart, and i. The messages read things like.

Camila:WTF WAS THAT LAST NIGHT COLE?

Kj:cole really?

Hart:cole why?lilis in the hospital and you choose to start walking up stairs with a girl and only stopped when noticed by friends?

Vanessa:Cole you fucking asshole

Madeline:I'm going to kill you if you don't answer.

And so on. Then I read he last message that camila said they were all coming over.Just as I read it I heard a knock at my apartment door.Even though I knew who it was I walked to the door to see 6 of my very disappointed friends looking at me. "Come in"