Green lights a smoke filled the stage, the smell of drunk fans, cigarettes and sweat rose strong from the huge crowd gathered around the stage. Screams erupting as the huge man strummed his bass roughly. Josh got some glances of him through his hair as he headbanged while playing his keyboard. The year was 1991 and Type O Negative was in thr big leagues at last. If they heard they would tour with Pantera it would sound crazy to them.
After the show the band members kinda fanned off into different directions. Kenny taking two groupies back to the tour bus, Johnny talking to two fans, and Josh and Peter kinda just talking to alot of people, well reluctantly. After some thought they decided to head to a bar, park, or somewhere to get away from,the crowd.
"Tonight was fucking crazy" Josh said nudging Peters arm with his shoulder. He was only mildly drunk and was stumbling a little but he'd be fine.
"Lets go find someplace to do lines, I canr get arrested again" Peter laughed.
Josh didnt find him being arrested to be amusing, he really does care about Peter, hes been his best friend for the longest time. He does understand that drugs help Peter chill out when bring around a lot of people.
They cut into a park where it was seemingly empty enough and they sat on a nearby picnic bench.
He began to lay the lines down but noticed the dismayed look on Josh's face.
"Whats the matter arent you having fun?" He said still focusing on the lines. Josh sighed and leaned against his hand. "I dont like you taking drugs you know that, they can kill you and I.......I cant take that".
Peter stopped for a bit before continuing his work then snorting the line.
"Were all gonna die sometime" he said leaning back and falling onto the ground.
Josh laughed a bit before reaching out a hand to help him get up. Peter pulls him down onto his chest and they stares at each other for a while before leaning in to kiss eachother. Peter reached his hand up Josh's shirt and rubbed his small frame. Its like the first time they explored eachothers bodies. Peters had gotten more muscular while Josh's remained the same. Peter lifted his own shirt over his head and began to bite Josh's neck making Josh laugh slightly. They both were startled when they heard Kemnt screaming drunkly "THOSE BRITCHES WERE " he pauses to kick a can "CRAZY". They both straightened themselves out and located the origin of the screaming man. He was by the back of the gig with Johnny, both of them laughing drunkly. Josh sighed and pinched the bridge of his nose "morons" he sighed out. Peter and Josh both lead them into the tour bus before climbing on themselves. They both drank forna,while,before,passing out leaving Peter and,Josh the only ones awake on the bus. They both stepped over the sleeping girls sprawled across the floor and into the bunks. Josh stripped, his hair covering most of his backside as he teasingly looked back at Peter before going into one of the bunks. Peter followed suite and closed the door.
Josh and Peter lay in bed and stare at the ceiling wondering how it happened again. Josh lays his head against Peters chest waiting for him to,speak. "So" Peter said finally after a while of them not talking. "So" Josh said back. Peter inspected a piece of Josh's curly hair and laughing a little. "You gonna go red head for me? " Josh laughed at the question. "Hell no dude". Josh rolled out of the bunk and kinda tensed up in pain before continuing his journey to thr bathroom. Peter watched him walk out and quickly threw on boxers and grabbing a beer from the fridge. Josh waa right about one thing, the night had been crazy and it could only get crazier. Like on cue, the bus came to a halt making him fall and he heard the other guys in thr living room hit the side of wall. Kenny let out a unholy screech making him roll his eyes. "Sorry the bus overheated, but I see a motel up ahead" the bus driver said rubbing sweat from,his forehead after checking the state of the bus. Groans erupted from the drunk peanut gallery and the chicks wrapped themselves in blankets before following Kenny and Johnny to thr front desk. The motel was average, clearly there was water damage visible to the outaide but it was only night so not really anything to complain about. Josh stumbled from,the bathroom and Peter lead him to the deal where the key to the room was handed to him. The motel owner seemed excited to have celebrities staying, probably because how trash it was.
Peter lead Josh into their room and plopped down on the bed but after hearing a crack he moved to the second bed in the room. Josh rolled his eyes and climbed into bed with Peter. He plops onto his chest and sighs.
"I feel like shit" he said before continuing "and smell like it, im gonna take a shower" he promptly got up and walked into the bathroom. "Well come on I'm not sleeping in,the bed with you if you smell like a bar". Josh stepped into the shower and his hair immediately fell flat making Peter laugh. Peter pushed the hair from Josh's eyes and smiled. Josh runs his hands over Peters body and makes a face.
"How do you get so muscular?"
Peter laughed and motioned to lifting weights.
"I guess being muscular isnt meant for some people" he said clearly insulting Josh.
Josh rolls his eyes and steps out of the shower leaving Peter alone with his thoughts.
This isnt right.
Peter sighed knowing that was true. He was a big name in the metal industry at the moment and kf it was leaked he and Josh were sleeping together hed be publically humiliated.
He wraps a towel around his waist before exiting the bathroom. Josh wraps his arms around his waist and kisses his back.
"You look so sexy" he crooned.
"Yeah?" Peter replied before putting on worn out pajama shorts.
Peter wiggled his way out of Josh's grip and headed over to thr broken bed.
"If you don't mind I think we'd should sleep in different beds theyre way too small to share" he said making up an excuse on the spot.
"Oh, that's fine" Josh replied climbing into the second bed.
Why do you distant yourself from everyone?
