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I'm due any day now and I have so many mixed feelings. I know I'm happy because I finally get to meet my princess. I'm scared because I don't know if I'm making the right decision, taking my baby from Clarence and moving far from here with Quincy.
There's so many things that can go wrong, for one he can file for custody and with everything he knows about me he just might win.
Or two, Quincy could be putting on a facade and really be the devil. I don't know what to do, even though I'm tired of Clarence and his bullshit I really don't want to leave him.
If it wasn't for him I wouldn't even be alive right now, that's probably why I feel so shitty about everything because he's the one to thank for everything.
"Babe!" Clarence called out knocking me out my thoughts.
"Yeah?"
"Come here!"
"Clarence, I cant get my fat ass up! What you want?" I asked laughing a little.
"Can I get a massage? My back hurt" he "limped" in the living room. "I'll give you a booty rub later" he added trying to bribe me.
I rolled my eyes and slid on the floor because that did sound good. He still "limped" and then laid down on his stomach.
I grabbed some baby lotion out of my purse and started giving him the massage he asked for. As I was doing it, I couldn't help but think about what's going to happen in a few weeks maybe days.
I need a sign, if he tells me the truth right now I'll stay. If he lies to me, I'm leaving! Okay? so God it's all up to you right now, let me know if I need to dip.
"Clarence"
"Hm?"
"Be honest with me okay?"
"Alright...?" He sat up.
"You messing around with Queen?" I asked bluntly.
He sighed and rubbed his waves. I just kept hoping he lied to me! Then again I want him to tell me the truth because I'm really not ready to leave him.
