Wild thoughts

Zacky's party disaster

Me and Brian went home and got ready, I ran upstairs and grabbed my outfit and got ready

I did my makeup as Brian did his hair as he puts cologne on, "babe we're are my doc martens"Brian asked as I looked at him "in the closet babe, where you always keep them"I say as I curled my hair as Brian came as I finished everything "you look gorgeous, ready"he says as I nod as he grabbed the car keys as he held my hand as we walked to the car.

He opened the door for me as I thanked him, he got in the drivers seat and he turned on the car , we drove of and Brian held my hand the whole time, I'm glad I'm with Brian, he makes me smile everyday and he makes me laugh, and he always knows how to make me feel special.

I heard music play in the background as Iron Maiden started playing as I looked at Brian as I started singing along. He joined in as we were singing to run for the hills. We laughed as I noticed we arrived at zacky's party. Brian got out of the car and opened the door for me.

"Thank you"I said as he winks at me as I felt a blush creep on my cheeks. We walked to the front as the door opens as I see Zacky "hey guys, thanks for coming"he says as he gave me a hug along with Brian. We walked in as I saw that the party was packed.

I then saw Remington and Emerson "remi, Emerson"I ran up to them as I hugged both of them "hey I didn't think you and Brian were coming"Remington says as I smile "well I'm here, were's seb"I asked as I felt someone tickling me as I turned around and saw Sebastian "Sebastian Danzig you scared the fucking shit out of me"I said hitting his arm as he laughs "sorry maria didn't mean to scare you"Sebastian says as he hugs me as I hugged him back.

We danced as I looked for Brian as I see him talking to Matt and Val. He looked over at me as he smiled, I send him a smile back. I'm so in love wit him, he's the best boyfriend who respects me and loves me for me.

"Want some beer"Emerson asked as I nod, he brought me the beers as we laughed about how Brian beat the shit out of Ronnie. "Maria not to look now but Michelle is here"Remington said as my head shot to where he was looking. Michelle is here, fuck.

I saw Brian's eyes wander to Michelle as I felt my eyes widen "oh no he isn't"I said as Michelle walked up to him. "Emerson keep an eye on Brian and Michelle, I think I'm gonna be sick"I said running to the nearest rest room as I saw Matt and Val look at me. Why is Brian looking at her. Is he still in love with Michelle, I'm scared of losing him to her.

I ran into the rest room as I threw up as I felt tears spring out of my eyes. I heard a knock as I heard Matt and Val's voice "maria are you in here"I heard Matt say as I washed my mouth as I opened the door "I'm fine Matt, I just don't feel well"I lie as Val looks at me as she noticed I was lying.

"No you're not fine, you're lying, tell us, is it because of my sister and Brian"Val said as I stood there as she pulls me into a hug as I stayed still until I felt tears fall out of my eyes again as I cried "what if he doesn't love me anymore, what if he still loves Michelle, I'm scared of losing Brian again"I sobbed as I heard walking "babe are you okay"I looked up as I saw Brian "i-I'm fine Brian, I'm just acting"I said as he looks at me and Val as he walks off with Michelle and Zacky as I fall to the ground "what am I going to do, he already is talking to Michelle, and I bet he is plan to cheat on me again"I said as Matt sat in front of me "he won't cheat on you Maria, he loves you, all he does is talk about you, he can't never shut up about how beautiful you are, he hasn't mentioned Michelle in a while, don't ever think that he doesn't love you because he does"Matt says as I thank him as We left the bathroom as we all went do as I saw Brian and Michelle talking as she puts her hands on his chest.

I watched as she planted kisses on his neck as my heart sunk, he looked like he was enjoying it as his eyes landed on me as I felt tears come out. I ran out as I bumped into Zacky "hey are you okay"Zacky says as I looked behind me as I saw Brian come over as I grabbed zacky's shirt and kissed him.

I saw Brian's jaw clenched as I ran out of the party. I kept running until I got to my destination, I went to my spot that's near the beach. I sat on the rock as I saw the moon light shine on the water, waves hit the sand and silence filled along with it. Tears spring out of my eyes as I felt cold. I sobbed as I felt arms wrap around me.

I looked up as I saw Zacky, "how did you find me"I say as I cried harder "I called christabel and she said you might of be here"he said "oh......why am I always getting hurt by men, I might as well be lesbian"I said as Zacky shakes his head no. "Don't say that, there's a lot of men out there who can treat you right, Brian is probably still in love with Michelle, why don't you move out of there and stay with me, I heard you got a dog, bring him and stay with me till you can work out things with Brian"Zacky said as I looked at him "Zacky what about Hayle....."I got cut off by Zacky shushing me "me and Hayley broke up months ago, i wouldn't mind having a roommate around the house"he says as I smiled and hugged him.

"Thanks zack, you're the best"I said as he helped me up "let's go get you're things"he says as I forgot about Freddie "what about Freddie, he's at John and Corey's place"I said as Zacky looked down at me "don't worry, we will get him after we get you're things"he said as I nod and we drove to Brian's house.