material girl [max mayfield x reader]

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when max and i got done shopping at the gap, we walk to the food court and get cheese on a stick. we sit on the fountain and talk for a while

"so i'm gonna be honest, i've been wanting to hang out with you for a while, but i just don't have balls!" max laughs, chomping on her food.

i look down smiling

"how? you're the most popular girl in school! what was i gonna say? no?" i say smiling like a maniac.

"well,, i knew you weren't gonna say no, i've caught you staring at me in mr clarke's a few times" she says. my breathing hitched and i press my lips together, making them turn white

"did you now" i say, looking anywhere but max.

"i didn't know you drank that water" max says glancing over my shoulder, i turn around. it's lucas, will and mike?. i give mike a disapproving look and he shrugs.

"um- i don't-" i awkwardly laugh but she cuts me off by running to lucas and kissing him.

mike and will comes and sits by me at the fountain, taking a bite off my cheese stick.

"he was demanding to tell him where max was" mike says, handing my cheese on a stick back.

i keep my gaze on them

"will" i say, scooting closer to him. waiting until max and lucas look over here

"wha-" he says, before finishing his words i smash my lips against his, he goes with the flow.
okay, i could get behind this
i thought.
it wasn't that i was lesbian. i'm not, i'm fairly sure i'm bi, considering kissing will felt nice.

he pulls away and smiles
i turn my head to max, who's mouth is gaping open.

"i like you too?" will says smiling like a maniac.
i've always kinda liked will, i could date him if it meant max didn't think i liked her.

i peck his cheek and exit the mall, making sure to smile at max on the way out, her mouth still open.

time skip

who the hell am i??
i don't know who i am anymore
i think, staring into the mirror, surrounded by bright white lights, accentuating my horrible skin.

my hair, which by now is almost at my rib cage, didn't fit me anymore. or whatever i am.

i grab a pair of metal scissors, the cold metal pressing against my palms, i take a large section of my hair and chop it off. i cut and i cut until it's just below the chin. i don't know why i did it. i just did

a/n i'm sorry for the short chapter!!!