Angst
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As usual Lisa is on her room locking herself inside not wanting to go to school Because of her heart disease
"Unnie pls open the door and eat just for now pls".... Her little sister said knocking the door
of Lisa's room
"No Jade go away I don't want to eat".... Lisa said with her crack voice because of to much crying
"Bu~"....
"No buts Jade just go away".... And with that Jade walk out and cry she know how much her unnie suffering through her heart disease
Jade grab her coat go outside and went to the nearest church and inside kneel in the middle of the church
"God pls don't take Lisa away from me pls i can't leave without Lisa unnie I'm still a kid for that and i love Lisa unnie PLS help me to find a heart donor for her pls God".... Jade said while praying for her unnie she still 14 but she act like 21 she love Lisa so much and she can do all just for her sister to survive to Heart disease Lisa had
While Lisa is inside her room
"God pls don't make me suffer through this Heart Disease pls just take me now pls"..... Lisa is praying that she want to die already because of to much suffering
She cry all day until she sleep
24
Lisa is looking at her window she stand up and look outside the window admiring the sky and the snow she finally open her big sliding window and sit there and waving her hand softly in the air and catch the snow that is falling down
"I love Snow so much".... She said smiled so wide for the first time
"And I can't see or feel this again because I'm gonna die soon right".... She sarcastic said hiding her pain with a smile but tears are going down to her cheeks she feel it and wipe it away
"Why I'm crying i should be happy if I'm already die I can't feel the hurt that I'm feeling now right i should be happy".... She said smiling
Little didn't she know someone is watching her from not so far it's one and only Jennie she's on her room looking outside on her window she see Lisa playing on the snow that is falling down
"How i miss those smile of yours Lisa that's why i fall for you your making me feel like I'm on the heaven just seeing your smile"..... Jennie said admiring Lisa
"Wait is she crying uwu don't cry Lisa if i can just go there I'm already there and comforting you".... Jennie said when she see Lisa crying
All day Lisa just sitting beside the open big sliding window and Jennie admiring Lisa
23
It's Monday Jade already go to school but before that she go to church and pray again for Lisa before going to school with swollen eyes from crying while praying Lisa's condition
She want Lisa's life to be extended
Meanwhile Lisa open the big sliding window of her room and her gaze go to the Beautiful Girl that is walking while holding a books on her hand
"She's beautiful isn't she".... Lisa said more like asking herself before sitting beside her big window
Like yesterday she's just sitting beside her big sliding window the whole day then she see the same girl she see 6 hours ago walking
Making her smiled to the girl
It's already night and Lisa can't sleep because of that girl earlier her face is flashing on Lisa's mind whenever Lisa is closing her eyes
"Wtf my heart is beating to fast is this love or it's just I'm attaching by my heart disease again aiyst what ever i need to sleep now i still have to go to the Hospital tomorrow for weekly check up".... She said to herself before finally sleep then Jade go inside to Lisa's room and put a blanket on Lisa's half body and Kiss Lisa's forehead
"I love you Lisa unnie I can't leave without you so don't die okay i still didn't Introduce to you my boyfriend and you still need to go to my 18 birthday and to my wedding and you still need to see my kids and my grand daughter or son".... Jade said silently crying
"I still want you beside me forever Lisa unnie don't die okay don't leave me alone okay".... Jade continue before kissing Lisa's forehead again and go outside and burst out crying
"I'm hurt seeing my Unnie suffering and I can't do anything just to make her life extended".... Jade said while crying and blaming herself for Lisa's disease
