Broken.

Chapter 1

sehun POV

♦EXO group chat♦

jongin: guys make sure you're all at the dorm at 10

suho: why?

jongin: I have some news

chanyeol: about...

jongin: if you come you'll find out

chen: and what if we don't

chanyeol: á

jongin: just come

baekhyun: what do we get if we come?

jongin: nothing...

baekhyun: enjoy being alone then

chen: á

chanyeol: *applauding baek*

jongin: I hate all of you

baekhyun: you love us

jongin: whatever

chen: okey well I have to go now so see yall later

chanyeol: k byeeeee

baekhyun: ttyl

suho: ciao

jongin: what about the rest tho, where is everybody

♦End groupchat♦

Crap I need to hurry up it's already 9:30. I was at a photoshoot for vogue the whole day and didn't bother to check my phone, I should've tho. I needed to get home quickly and pack some clothes for the next days. Even though we all lived at seprate places, being idols with diffrent sceduals and such, we would all just spend some time togheter at the old dorms once in a while.

While I was stuffing my backpack with some clothes I felt my phone buzz in my pocket. I didn't look at it tho, I still needed to clean up a bit so when I come back my place isn't a mess. My phone buzzed again but now they where calling, I was a bit annoyed at whoever it was so I pulled my phone out of my pocket to tell the person of.

"What!" "Wow, sorry hun, didn't know you wouldn't like me to call". I didn't bother to check the caller ID before I picked up so I was a bit schoked to hear Kai. "Jongin, I didn't realize it was you, I was getting ready". "To go where?" I could hear he was a bit dissapointed "Well didn't you want to meet up for some big news". "Oof, I tought you were going somewhere else for a second, you never answered". "Yeah sorry 'bout that, I was a bit bussy today". "Well okey then, get here fast tho you only have 12 minutes left". "You're already there? You must be excited". "Well yeah, it's important so get your ass over here quickly!" "W-" peeeep. Great he hung up. I couldn't help the smile creeping up on my face just thinking about him.

I didn't even knock and the door already opened. "Your late" Jongin said looking a bit angry. "Well sorry I'm not like you and actually have a life" I responded with a roll of my eyes. "Whatever just get in quickly I need to tell you". "Geez calm down". He grabed my arm, dragged me all the way to the couch and pushed me down next to Chen. "Hey Sehunnie, how was your photoshoot today?" I was about to reply when I was cut of by none other than Jongin himself. "Does it matter, your all finally here". "Jongin!" Suho called sternly from across the room "Hunnie is important too yeah". "Let him say what he wants to say so he can finally stop nagging". "Chanyeol!" "What at least I never said Sehun wasn't important". "Well neither did I". "You kinda made it clear tho". "No, I'm just frustrated, Sehunnie means a lot to me" jongin said while pouting. My heart started beating fastly all of a sudden. I've been feeling it for a long time now, but it's only around Jongin. "Yeah we know, he does to everybody" Beakhyun butted in to the conversation. "Yeah well-" "Just tell us already!" Xiumin said with a loud groan. "Right so"

There was silence for a while and I culdn't stand it. "Are you going to tell us or can we continue talking?" "I just- don't know how to say this but" Jongin sounded very nervouss for some reason. "But...." "Kyungsoo let him talk". "Igotagirlfriend" he said with a speed nobody could understand. "Okay slow down a bit". he took a deep breath and repeated "I got a girlfriend". It was silent for a while, but the silece was interupted by loud cheers. I couldn't focuss tho, something inside me broke. Everybody got up and started to congratulate him and patt him on his back or shoulder. My chest suddenly felt so tight and I just couldn't get it in me to smile. "Sehun?" I didn't realize I was zoning out 'till I heard my name being called. I looked up and saw confusion on all of their faces. I locked eyes with Jongin who was happy and at the same time confused. I couldn't let them know what I feel for him even if I don't know myself so I decided to just say something stupid "I can't believe you actually got a girlfriend AGAIN while I didn't even have my first girlfriend yet" I said with a sigh to make it more believable. Everyone started laughing at my comment and I saw relief in Jongin's eyes. "Well Hunnie instead of just hooking up with people you should give them an actual chance" Baekhyun said with a snort "Like that will ever happen" Chen commented. Everybody started laughing again, but I still couldn't bring myself to smile. I had to tho, for the sake of making it believable. "Anyway photoshoots tire me out so I'm going to sleep" I said while standing up, I had to get out as quickly as possible "congratulations though" I forced myself to show a small smile and quickly patted him on his shoulder. "No Hunnie, not so early!" "Baekhyun let the poor guy rest". "FINE 'night Hun" beakhyun said while giving me a small wave from behind Kyungsoo. "Goodnight!" The rest said all togheter. I quickly smiled back and accidentally locked eyes with Chanyeol, he looked a bit worried almost like he knew something. I turned around quickly walking away from them while my hart was stil shattering. My vision became a bit blurry from my tears. When I reached my room I closed the door and just fell to the ground. I just let my tears fall and fall, I couldn't hold them back even if I wanted to. What made it worse was the laughter I was still able to hear. It made the tears come out faster and my heart brake even more, it was so painfull.

Suddenly I heard a knock on my door. "Sehun open the door please" was said in a hurt whisper.

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Hey, this is my first story so I really hope you will enjoy.
Ive been working on this story since january I think, but never tought about posting it here too, so thats why you siddenly have five chaptes out of nowhere.
This story will probably be drama filled.
Please leave comments, I'd love to read them!
If you have any tips to improve my writing do tell.
If you have any ideas for a chapter in this story, sometimes I could really use some help, let me know.
I also posted this story somwhere else.
Updates might be slow, I don't really know.

- Paris