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~ part 2 ✧

it was 12 pm and it was time to say goodbye to wooyoung. he was going on his world tour. i had to wait 3 months to see him again. "i will miss you so much wooyoung" "i will also miss you a lot hyerim" "please send me a text everyday or call me everyday, so i wont miss you to much" "ofcourse i will do that" he chuckeld after he said that. i thought how hard it will be for me. i knew him since i was little and now i wont be able to see him for a long time. i am afraid he will forget about me. "dont forget me please" "ofcourse not hyerim"

i heard a manager of him calling for him and it was time to say goodbye. we were in a some office at the airport so we could say goodbye normally without all those fans screaming. "bye hyerim, i see you soon!" "bye wooyoung, see you soon" i smiled. seeing him leaving is hard for me, but i am so proud of him. if they dont win rookie of the year imma bout to throw some hands. "wooyoung grabbed his stuff and left the office.

i decided to stay some longer in te office because otherwise i am gonna be attacked by all those fans and die. but like, some of those fans of them are so crazy they would probably kill someone to see ateez.

i stayed 10 minutes in the office after wooyoung left and i decided to leave the office. i left the airport and called yooha to ask if she could pick me up.

*ring ring* *ring ring*

yooha: oh- hyerim hi, whats the matter?
hyerim: can you please pick me up from the airport?
yooha: yes ofcourse i am there in 10 minutes!
hyerim: thankyou so much! call me when youre here okay?
yooha: yess okaay see you!
hyerim: byeee~

then she hang up. so 10 minutes of doing nothing. i decieded to check instagram.

"you dont deserve wooyoung"
"who is this ugly bitch"
"leave him tf alone, he doesnt care about you"
"i hate you hyerim"
and 100 other reactions like this

i act like im strong, but believe me, i am not.
these comments really hurt me. and maybe theyre right, maybe i dont deserve wooyoung. maybe he deserves someone better, but i still wanna be there for him when he needs him and i know it wont be possible for forever but i care about now, not about tommorow. i focus on the moment i live in.

i was tirsty so i went to the starbucks that was at the entrance of the airport. the row to order was kinda long so i had to wait almost 10 minutes. finally i could order and i decieded to order a caramel frappuccino. "one caramel frappuccino please" "okay its on his way please wait over there" "okay thankyou" i paid and waited for my coffee.

"ONE CARAMEL FRAPPUCINO" i walked towards the bar and then a employee asked for my name. "whats your name?" "o umm its hyerim" "wait i recognize you... arent you that bitch who is stalking wooyoung" "excuse me- wait what are you saying? stalking wooyoung? who told you that?" "so it is you! here is your frappucino" "wait who told u that" "bye"
bitch.

i walked away and i heard my phone ringing. oh, that must be yooha.
hyerim: hii yooha
yooha: im here, get to my car
hyerim: im coming !!

i pressed her away and start walking to her car.
where the f is her car. okay i am so blind i fucking need contact lenses. i walked forwads and then to the right. o there she is. yooha pulled down her window and said "hyerim go get some glasses" "hmm?" "you walked 3 times past my car, i waved at you and you didnt saw me" "oh damn- i really need glasses" "okay now you found me, get in and lets go home"

me, yooha, dowon & jaehyuk are all in the same college. me and yooha share a room and i am so damn happy about it because i can be with my bestie all the time.

"so umm yooha" "hmm what is it hyerim?" "can we please stay all day at our room and binge kdrama's i feel so sad" "ofcourse, are you sad because of wooyoung leaving?" "yeah that is a huge role of it, but did you read the comments under my last post?" "YES OMG ABOUT THAT IMMA SLAP ALL THOSE BITCHES BCUZ YOU DO DESERVE WOOYOUNG AND YOU ARE NOT A BITCH, YOU ARE THE BEST GIRL IN THIS WHOLE DAMN WORLD AND PEOPLE SHOULD APPRECIATE YOU!" i chuckeld a little, yooha can be kinda overprotective sometimes but i think thats why we click, because i am also overprotective. "do i really deserve him tho?" "yes hyerim believe me you really do, those bitches are just jealous that wooyoung is your bestfriend since childhood so ignore those people and focus on nice people!" "thankyou so much you are the best" "no you are the best" "and also we arrived so lets go binge some kdrama's!!!"