WILL HE BE MINE? Jungkook ffs

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(Jungkook's PoV on the whole)

After I left her in the room and left I was not able to take my mind off of her. I was just thinking about her a lot so I decided that I'll go up to her class and meet her.
I got out of my class and headed to her class.
I peeked into her classroom and saw her missing. I saw that Jimin and Si Rae were talking and I went up to them.
"Hey... so do you know where Yoo na is?"
Si Rae told me she ran behind Taehyung into the corridor beside the class.
I got annoyed at what she said and stormed out of the class to go see her and take her away.
When I walked into the corridor I saw Taehyung talking to her and as soon as he noticed me he kissed her.
She didn't move away either. I was so furious. Blood was rushing through my body. He quickly said something to her after that and glared at me at once again and left.
She turned around and noticed me I rushed to her in anger
"This is exactly what I was scared of. You just easily get carried away by any man. How are you going to explain yourself now? Why did you kiss him? Why did you not move back when he did so huh?"
She slapped me after that. I couldn't take that.
What have I done to her that she's not accepting me and choosing Taehyung over me?
Then she looked as if she was going to cry.
I let her speak it all out.
She poured out all of her heart. Then after that, she just left me there and ran outside.
Few things she said came to be a real shock
"You are anyways using me right?"
Is that what she thought? I mean that's how it started but now I feel like I'm starting to like her. For REAL.

"I've always had my eyes on you jungkook. Since high school, I've not looked at any other boy except you. It was already hard enough for me to like you knowing you will never be mine."

At this, I didn't know how to feel. I never knew she liked me for so long. Now that I know it making her go through all of this is just not okay at all.
I feel bad to have put her at the position.

After thinking about it I ran outside as well so I can take her with me and tell her how I feel. As soon as I got out I saw taehyung's car leaving the parking lot and noticed that Yoo na was sitting in the front with him. She looked at me. She looked so sad. I made her feel that way. And it kills me to see her hurt. She just shut her eyes and leaned on the car door wanting to lose the thought to have seen me there.

I immediately took my car and followed them.
He dropped her off at her house and left at once.
I called up Namjoon "Namjoon where do you keep the spare keys to your house?"
"It's under the flower pot on the left side of the door."
Surprisingly he didn't ask me why or what.
I entered the house and looked around for her. She didn't seem to be anywhere.
I go upstairs and see only one of the doors slightly open.
I headed inside and saw her just push her face into the pillow and shut her eyes forcing herself to sleep and relax.
I didn't want to enter. After about 10mins I noticed she was fast asleep. I entered the room and saw how she had kept her room so neat and clean. The cream walls neatly decorated with her family photos, photos of her and Namjoon and some of her childhood photos.
As I looked around I spotted a brown old looking diary on her study desk.
When I flipped it open I saw a picture of me and her when we were kids pasted on the first page and with a red marker a neat heart was drawn over it.
Below the picture, it was written
'Jeon Jungkook, will you ever be mine?'

My heart felt something weird. I had a feeling of guilt, happiness, sadness and what not.
I had guilt because I hurt her so much.
I felt happy that there is this beautiful girl who loves me so much.
I felt sad because I'm scared I'll lose her.

Then I heard her mumble in her sleep. I turn and see her face flushed and went close to her to hear her properly.
I went next to the bed sat down and went closer to her so I can hear her.
"Jungkook mianhe... I shouldn't have hit you. I'm just not able to control my feelings for you right now. I want to get rid of my love for you because I know you don't want me."
Then a tear dropped from her eye. I gently wiped the tear away and when I was going to get up she pulled me by my shirt and dragged me into the bed and I lay there facing her. My arms automatically wrapped around her in a protective way. I pulled her closer. I felt a warmth that I've never felt before when I was close to her.
I just decided to stay there. I slowly caressed her face and saw what a precious girl she was. How pure she was.
Now I knew for sure. I love her.
I love Yoo na. I hugged her tight and went to sleep beside her.

After a while, a small yellow light woke me up. I saw Yoo na was up as she looked at me confused as to why I'm in the same bed as her.
I got up and sat upright. Before she could even say anything I made her sit next to me. I looked at her straight in the eye.
"Listen Yoo na, and listen carefully this time.
I know I've given you such a hard time.
But I also know this, I think my heart is falling for you.
You make me feel happy whenever I talk to you. You've been there for me during my hard times.
I get restless around you.
I'm jealous when other boys talk to you.
I know it stared off as a joke or like a 'fake relationship' but I don't think that's how it should be going on anymore because even I can't do this anymore.
I want you to be mine.
I want you to be my girl.
Will you be my girl Yoo na?"

(Yoo Na's PoV)

I couldn't believe what I just heard. Jungkook just asked me to be his girl. And he confessed his true feelings for me. I don't know how this turned out to be but I'm incredibly happy. I just couldn't process the fact that he's asking me to be HIS GIRL.
Something I never dreamt would come true. I saw how his eyes were filled with love and anticipation as to what I was going to say.
"Jungkook ah... Saranghe."

His eyes lit up at those words.

He held my face with care and slowly kissed me. I let him do it. This time it felt different. I could hear his heartbeat change as he kissed me. It felt right. It felt beautiful.
I was in love. And it's a beautiful feeling.

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