Beating it all(on hold)

Chapter 4

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Sorry for keeping you waiting for soooooooo long but im back and hopefully I can keep inspiration alive and finish this book <3 i will write and upload another chapter tonight/early tomorrow!

Chapter 4

Andrew pulled away. "What time do you have to be home?"

"Mitch will be picking me up so I can be home by 4"

"That's good. That means your father won't do anything, since Mitch is home, right?"

"Usually. Mitch can't always stop him though."

"I hate that man"

"I know. What time is it now?"

"It's 1030. What do you want to do for the next 5 hrs?"

"I don't know we can watch tv, a movie, talk. I don't care. Whatever you want to do" I answered vaguely. Andrew thought a little then smiled.

"Lets go up to my room, cuddle, and watch a movie first." I nodded and we got up and went to his room. "OK, pick a movie, Sandy" He said once we got to his room. I looked through his movies and finally picked Four Brothers. We laid down on his bed and cuddled while watching the movie. Half way through the movie Andrew started to kiss my neck and nibble on my ear. It felt amazing and made me feel things I didn't think I could feel, but I stopped him. "Whats wrong, babe?" He questioned.

"Andrew, I liked that but I don't know if I'm ready to do those things yet."

"That's fine, babe. We don't have to do anything but cuddle and make out. I'll wait as long as you want to. If you want to go any further at anytime let me know and we will go as far as you want. As long as you tell me to stop, I will stop. I promise" He said while looking me deep into my eyes.

"thank you andrew."

"Anything for you, babe." He looked like he wanted to say something else but closed his mouth. I smiled at him and gave him a peck on his lips before cuddling into his chest. I fell asleep listening to Andrew's heart and feeling him rub his fingers up and down my spine. When I woke up it was 130. I looked up and Andrew was staring at me, holding me tightly like he was afraid to let me go.

"I'm so sorry for falling asleep" I said while smiling sleepily.

"It's ok babe. I know you didn't sleep well last night." he said while hugging me tight. I hugged him back and sighed happily.

"My brother will be here in 2 hrs." I pouted. "I don't wanna leave" I whined.

"I don't want you to either" Andrew said while chuckling.

"I love it here. I feel happy and safe when I'm here in your arms" I sighed. "I guess I'll have to leave though or else I'll be hunted down by my father."

Andrew frowned, "Can we just not talk about him. I get so pissed off every time I hear about him that I can't even think straight. I can't imagine hurting someone as wonderful and special as you." I smiled at him and kissed him.

"You are so sweet. I think I'm already falling in love with you" I said while blushing. I can't believe those words came out of my mouth. Andrew just looked at me shocked. "I'm sorry. I didn't mean to say that. I meant it but we can just forget I said it." I said in a rush.

"No. I'm falling in love with you too, Sandy. You're the only girl I have ever really liked. I dated all those other girls to forget about you and try to move on. I never thought or imagined that you would feel the same towards me to." Andrew said while grinning and looking into my eyes. I could tell he meant every word of what he said. I kissed him hard. I felt his tongue graze my lips so I opened my lips for him. Our tongues fought a battle of passion and massaged each other. It was amazing to me. Andrew was the first guy I have ever kissed and it was perfect. It was the kiss every girl dreamed of. We kissed for a while and only pulled away to catch our breathes. I sighed happily and laid my head on his chest while he pulled me closer to him. He was the best boyfriend I could ever ask for. The rest of the morning and afternoon was spent like this. Cuddling, kissing, talking. We were in a completely blissful place, then the door bell rang and with it I crashed from cloud 9 to earth. It was a hard landing, knowing where I was going from this blissful place I had created with Andrew. I had to go though, I didn't need my father angry at me. I kissed Andrew goodbye and got into the car with Mitch.

"Did you have fun today?" Mitch asked.

"I had an awesome time" I said while grinning. I couldn't keep the grin off my face and I knew Mitch could tell. He wouldn't ask me though. He never pestered me for any information. He knew that when I was ready I would tell him.

"Thats great, San. Lets get home though and try not to do anything to piss our father off." I started to protest to say I don't try and I don't really do anything but Mitch cut me off. "I know you don't really do anything. I could just tell he was already in a pissy mood earlier."

"I'll try, Mitch" I said while sighing. We arrived home and walked into the house. As soon as we walked in we could hear the sounds of a beating and my father yelling at my mother. Mitch ushered me upstairs and told me to stay in my room not matter what. I sat down on my bed and pulled out my ipod and turned it on. Avril Lavigne Wish you were here blasted into my ears as I laid down on my bed and tried to block out the noises of my mother's beating. It hurt not to run down there to help her but she has told me time and time again to just go to my room when this happens. I have learned not to interfere. My father has taught me well.

"I can be tough

I can be strong

but with you, it's that at all

there's a girl

who gives a shit

behind this wall

you've just walked through it

And I remember all those crazy things you said

you left them running through my head

you're always there, you're everywhere

but right now I wish you were here.

all those crazy things we did

didn't think about it, just went with it

you're always there, you're everywhere

but right now I wish you were here

damn, damn, damn,

What i'd do to have you

here, here, here

I wish you were here.

damn, damn, damn

what i'd do to have you

near, near, near

I wish you were here"

The song made me miss Andrew and wish he was here to take me away from this awful place or to atleast help my mom. So I changed the song and How Could This Happen to Me by Simple Plan started playing. I loved this song. I always felt like I related to it. I listened to a lot of songs like this, but I also listened to other music. This was just my favorite kind of music. That's how I fell asleep that night. Listening to music to drown out the noises. We never got called down to dinner. I figured my dad beat my mom to much so he let her go to bed. I would check on her in the morning. I couldn't be with her now or else he would get pissed and beat me into oblivion.

I woke up in the morning, took a shower, and got ready for school. I loved mondays. I know that sounds weird to you because most people hated mondays but I loved them because I got to get away from my father after the whole weekend of being around him. I went to my moms room but was stopped by my father.

"You're mother isn't feeling well today, Sandra. Let her sleep"

"Yes father" I said while frowning. I turned around and went into the kitchen for breakfast all the while hoping my mom was ok and didn't need the hospital. After we all sat down for breakfast I left with Mitch to go to school. When we got to school, I said goodbye to Mitch and went to find Janie.