See me for who I am

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*Highschool AU + Soulmate Au*

Why can't people see me for who I am....

I hate this.

Why me?
Just why?
It could have been someone else.
Couldn't it?
Why do I have to carry this weird ability?

It is so weird and creepy....
My mom says it will help me find my soulmate
B-but what if I don't have a soulmate?

So people will see me just how they like girls not me?
That's so fucked up.

Like, I am a preson who has blonde hair of mid waist length, hazel eyes with a pale skin......

But people don't see me like that....
Some see my hair are black,
Some see I have weird piecerings,
Some see I have full tattoo up body,
So some see I have a sun-kissed skin.

Why?
Why can't they see me for how really I look?

My mom had this ability too and now I have to since the day I was born because..... Bloodline?

I hate it.
People see me how they like a preson as or a girl as.

If someone has a thing for Asian girls I would look Asian too them, if someone like some chick with rebel look I would have that look in their eyes even though if I am not like that.

That's so fucked up.

My mom says that she spent her life like this too until she met my father and he looked her like the way she was.

She says that once you will share your first kiss with your soulmate this ability will wash out and everyone will see as how you really are.

SOULMATE! SOULMATE! SOULMATE!

WHY HOW I REALLY LOOK IS SO MUCH DEPENDED ON THIS SOULMATE!!

don't people like the way I look?
Am I that much ugly that people just see me as a totally different person on the outside?

Sometimes when I wake up and look myself in the mirror and wonder....
Is it really me or I am just looking at how I like girls on the outsell?

But my mom looks at me that way too... To be quiet honest I just look like my mother so there is a high chance if I ever met my father he would have seen like how I really look.

My mom told me that he died around the month of August when in the year I was born. He had a car accident.

So now I just only have one preson in my life who knows how I really look.

Just because this ability, wait a second let me correct it.
Just because of this curse I got many weird stares throughout my life from many different kinds of people. Only God knows what they saw with their eyes on how I look.....

It's so weird and bad. Even if I am wearing a hood and full pajamas and if a person likes a girl with mini skirt which leaves nothing to the imagination they with see me like that only.

It disgusts me. By a lot.

Throughout my school years I got many love letters in my lockers and stuff.
Some saying they like the way my green eyes reflect the sunlight,
Some say they like my Gothic style,
Some say they like my sun-kissed complexion,
Some say it's very courage full and unique of me to dye my hair rainbow.

I want this all to stop.

I just want to find this 'soulmate' and end this once and for all!

Many people came to me confessed their feelings to me, in return I asked them how I look?

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