You shined your light into my life *Paul Lahote Love Story*

Chapter 1: Welcome to my life

Lily's P.O.V

The bell finally ran, I picked up my books and walked out of class. I get to my locker and shove the things I need in it before slamming it shut again. I began walking fast before I'm knocked off my feet and landed with a thud on the ground.  I looked up to see my main three bullies since basically everyone bullies me here except the creepy looking Cullen's. Their names are Sophie, Molly and Montana. Their boyfriends Paul, Trent and Brad were standing behind them. 'Oh did little fatty girl trip over.' Sophie teased; she is the meanest out of them all. I get back to my feet and try to walk passed them but of course it didn't work. 'When do you think you are going   b****?' Molly says grabbing me from behind. 'Home.' I whisper. I barely talk to anyone. She slapped me around the face and it stung.  I fell to the ground from the force. They all laughed at my appearance. 'Now get out of the way you useless person.' She yelled. She shoved me into the wall and walked off with the boys following behind. I sighed and picked myself off the floor and walked to the bathroom. I looked into the mirror to see a red slap mark appearing on my face. I sighed to myself. The sad bit is that Paul was let me make that clear was my best friend once upon a time. I still remember that day like it was yesterday.

*Flashback*

Paul hasn't been at school for a whole week now. I rang him yesterday and I got his mum instead and she told me that he was really sick. I even wonder if that is true. I sighed and walked towards Jacob and Seth who were talking under a tree. They are my only other friends other than Paul. 'Hey Lily bear.' Jake exclaims as I walk over to them. 'Hey Lil's.' Seth exclaimed. They hugged me tight. 'Hey guys.' I say excitedly. 'No sign of Paul?' Seth asks. 'No he's mum said he was really sick.' I mumble. I they both sighed. 'I know.' I sighed. The bell rang for last period. 'Let's go.' I shout as I dragged them both to last period. Last Period was science and it dragged on forever with Mr Holmes giving us a boring lecture on Energy. 'Do you want to see a movie after guys?' Jake asks. 'Sure Captain America The winter Solider?' I suggest. 'Yeah.' Seth exclaims at little too loud. 'Seth, Lily and Jacob are you even listening?' Mr Holmes asks a bit annoyed and us. 'Um errrrrrr yes Sir.' I shakily reply. He doesn't look convinced but leaves it and begins again. Finally the bell went and we rushed out of class and school. We walked out of school and towards the movies. We were walking towards the cinemas when we saw Sam Uley. The next thing I saw I thought I would never see in my life. Standing behind Sam Uley who is hugely disliked was none other than Paul Lahote. I stood there in shock for a moment before the anger started to show a little. 'What is he doing with them?' I ask them. 'I don't know but I don't like it.' Seth grumbles. I felt betrayed by Paul. How could he do this to us? I felt the anger rising again and Seth and Jake held me back. 'He's not worth it.' Seth growls. I knew he was right. I saw Sam whisper something in Paul's ear. Whatever Sam said to Paul he agreed. Paul nodded and made his way towards us. 'Oh here comes trouble.' Jake whispers. I nod. 'Go away Paul don't you have better things to do?' Seth growls. 'Shut up.' Paul growls roughly. This wasn't like Paul. He was extremely buff and looked like he was on steroids. 'Just stay away from me. Don't call me, text, tall or even look at me. Just leave me alone you worthless people and I don't ever want to be friends with you again.' He shouts in our faces. I whimpered backwards at his anger towards us. With that he walked back to Sam and his pack and they walked off. I felt the silent tears role down my check. I broke down on the spot. 'P........promise me that you will never leave me.' I whisper to them. 'Never Lil Lil.' Seth rubbed my back. 'I would never leave my lilybear.' Jake says softly.

*End of Flashback*

That was months ago now. I walk outside and am greeted by Jake and Seth. 'Hey Lily bear.' They both exclaim. I saw them looking at my check. Dam they must of noticed what happened. 'What happened?' Seth asked worried about me pointing at my check. 'Nothing.' I mumble. I saw them look at me with concern but they decided not to take it any further. 'Anyway any plans for the weekend?' Seth asked. 'No just the usual.' I reply, 'We should go to the beach.' Jake suggests.  'Sure great.' I say excitedly. I hug them goodbye and walk home. 'Cya tomorrow guys.' I wave goodbye.

I live with my abusive mum. She blamed me for my father's death ten years ago. She said I should have been the one that got shot instead of dad. Dad and I got caught up in a shooting ten years ago. I still remember his last words.

*Flashback*

'Lily bear I love you more than anything.' Dad said. I cried into his chest as I could hear the gun shoots getting nearer. 'I love you daddy.' I cried into his chest. 'I love you too Lily.' He whispered to me kissing me on the head. All of a sudden my dad's body went limp around me and fell to the ground. 'Daddy!..... DADDY PLEASE WAKE UP.' I shout/cry at him.

*End of flashback*

I shiver at the memory. I arrive home just on time. My mum never used to be like this but since dad died she changed. The drinking, the drugs, the guys, the one night stands. Even some of the guys hurt me in some ways that you can never imagine. I walk in the house and place my stuff on the couch and walk into the kitchen. 'LILY!' my mum screams from upstairs from her bedroom. I have a bad feeling about this. 'LILY!' she screams at me again. 'Coming!' I yell back. I run upstairs and into her bedroom. I walk in a see her and a guy in bed. They are both naked and making out still......gross. 'Oh Lily meet your new dad.' She explains pointing at the guy. I looked at him shocked that she actually accepted one. 'Errr hi.' I whisper. He stopped for a moment. 'Darling don't stop.' My mum moaned and he continued making out with her. 'Is she any good in bed?' he asks mum. 'Why don't you see?' my mum looks at me evilly. My mum naked and all got out of bed got some ropes and pulled me into the room closer. 'Be good.' She whispers. She rips my clothes off so I'm naked too. The guy looks at me and smiles. My mum straps me too the bed and leaves. The guy looks at me evilly. He got on top of me and started.