guess who has another crush after so goddamn long??? this gal!!
ugh he's just...so cute....
at first i was like, "nah bro i don't think i like him like that." bc emotions are confusing + i haven't really had a crush on anyone in so long??? so??? what does that even feel like?????
but, like, the other day he just smiled at me and my heart bursted out of my chest....
i won't give any MAJOR details bc idk if anyone from school will stumble across this post, but whenever he makes a little comment at band practice he always turns as if he's talking to me and just smiles.
and, god, he does have flaws, but i love that about him. he's not perfect, but he's still incredible in my eyes.
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