Hayooo!! So I don't really remember who requested it but who did knows who he/she is.
Word count: 871 :)
Warning: 🚨🚨 SELF HARMING AND TAKING PILLS🚨🚨
It's been a long, long time since it happened.
It's been almost 2 years since he cheated and I got a lot of depressions.
Roger cheated on me and I was trying to forgive him and he just told me to fuck off. I fucked off 5 years ago.
I'm a drummer for a really big band and I'm 26 and everyday of my life I have to fake a smile to everyone, even to the most important people in my life, like my band mates.
Today was a premier that k was nominated for the category of the best drummer. And of course, he will be there.
Skip the to the premier
Today was the premier and I was trying to prepare myself psychologically to face the person that I've been avoiding for years.
I putted my dress and with it I whore a denim jacket and some black heels.
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(This dress tho)
I'm the kind of person who dresses to impress, even when feeling down.
I arrived the place of the premier along with my band mates. When I got out of the car I spotted the last person I wanted. Roger Taylor.
But he was with his girlfriend or wife. Or even groupie, I don't fucking know. I started walking to the place that the paparazzi took our photos and that kind of shit.
A lot of interviewers were calling me and I simply ignored, coz you know not in the mood for it.
As we walked to the doors where the premier was they gave us a card with our sit number. We were all beside each other, but when I arrived my sit, the infamous Roger Taylor was sat beside me with is lovely wife.
He looked at me and I looked at him. Our eyes were locked until we heard that the premier was about to start.
"I usually see you in the streets but you're looking stunning!" I heard Roger saying and just rolled my eyes.
(Blah blah blah skip time )
"The people that were nominated to this Grammy(a/n just go with it sksksksksk) were: y/n l/n; Roger Taylor and Dave Grohl (ik Nirvana didn't exist but again just go with it)."
"And the Grammy goes to" the boy announced "y/n l/n"
My eyes widen and I got up and hugged my friends. I walked to the stage and grabbed the trophy.
"Jeez, i-i have no words, I just can't believe this. This is the best thing that happened good so far in my life because of personal things-" I cut myself off by start crying. The crowd start cheering.
"Sorry, I just been passing for a lot of bad stuff and I can't be more greatful for this, so thank to all the people that helped me through all of this, really!" I said and walked off the stage.
The premier ended and we all got out of the building. When I got out of saw Roger and Roger saw me and imediatly kissed his girlfriend. Why is he doing this, what did I do to deserve this? I thought and run off to the limusine and burst out in tears.
I arrived home and sat on my bed.
Why is this happening to me? Am I the only one who sees that I'm suffering?
To much questions for me. The first thing that came to my mind was end with everything.
I shakily got up and went to the bathroom and grab a bottle of pills and took them all. I shouldn't bit I did. I was dizzy and I was seeing everything blurry. I grabbed a blade and made deep cuts on both of my wrists.
The last thing I remember is falling on the floor.
Beep Beep Beep Beep
I woke up hearing a beep sound. I look and around and saw that I was in a hospital room. The i saw a crying Roger sat on the corner.
"Roger?"
"Oh my god you're awake. Thank God!" He said crying even more
I start laughing and said
"Jeez, how drunk was I?"
"You probably don't remember but... You were in a como for three months, because you were in a deep depression and took pills and self harmed." He said sadly and I looked at my harms with gauzes in it.
"But... Why are you here you have a girlfriend."
" Well I broke up with her, because I love you and i can't get over it." He said looking at his lap.
"Oh... sorry."
"If it makes any better I still love you too. "
His eyes lit up as I said it.
"R-really?" I just nodded my head and smiled softly.
He then came next to me and kissed my lips softly.
"I'm sorry for what I did. I-"
"Shut up, coz I don't care and I love you Roger Taylor."
"I love you too."
Woowowowwo I cried writing it because idk 😂 but yeah here you have a sad chapter tho
